[ Balloon Arrow ! <3 ]

Am i a cutie balloonie ? ^_^ tilts my head and does a little squeak as a balloon lady /silly

i need interaction ,, needing something to make me feel betters so
draw with me , if you'd likes ! ^^"

[ You are free to draw this guy ,,, this one is remixable ]

[ You are free to draw this gal ,,, this one is remixable ]

[ You are free to draw this Bigender ,,, this one is remixable ]

[ You are free to draw this guy ,,, this one is remixable ]

but why ..... why did you bring your snakes here .......

now shes all stupid !

Maybe its just me though , maybe it'll all go away soon

But i very much doubt the cycle will ever end for me anytime soon .

Arrow shall go back in her cave now , sorry for the venting , just needed to let some shit out , thank you for listening if you saw these i suppose ,, yeah !

yet , i wonder , when will it end ?
when will i truly find someone that i'll stick with ? i've tried every type of person in the book , yet, i just seem to slip off like some slippery sludge that never seems to stick to anything , lol

but when you've sorta been in a loop of relationship after relationship for so many years its sorta just like

things just feel the same , they always end the same , hurt the same , hell , hurt a bit less for each time it happens , a loop i dont desire to be in yet i always just end up getting myself

a cycle of love and heartbreak , a downwards spiral until i someday reach limits that i'd never think would reach , until the day the weight of it all just breaks me

but , that probably wont happen , im pretty good at holding things in after all ! :-) plus , if i feel like total shit , whats the harm in just , going into isolation again , y'know ?

Arrow is like . 99% sure shes single again so thats awesome too lol
just my luck am i right ! what a joy ! what a glee ! it was destined to sorta fall apart anyways so i guess i should've expected it

they've found someone better , im happy for em ^_^

Arrow might be by herself again , and most likely for a long time , but hey ! my stars may be dim now , but i know they'll always shine brighter than ever before , just like always .

i dont think i need anyone , atleast

i think so , i dunno lol

the feeling when you more just use this as a actual drawing program rather than something to communicate to people with ( i should . talk to people more instead of isolating myself for like 5 years lol )

TODAY

wow !

wow !

old oc i haven't drawn in 2 billion years GO !

i love my space lady ...

did you move on without me ? :-(

LET THERE BE LIGHT BUB .