everything hurts...
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I am a lyricist and idk like a music artist don't post my music tho I think its bad and it is kinda personal
"my heart was taken by you, broken by you, and is now in pieces bcz of you"
Fear-NF
love is giving someone the power to destroy you,
and trusting them not to use it
matching pfps with my rock (ifykyk) @Zachariah
So im staying but ill only be on at times and im only staying for 2 ppl not saying who but u 2 light up my day
my obsession rn: Zade meadows.haunted Adeline
i̷f̷ ̷n̷o̷t̷h̷i̷n̷g̷ ̷I̷ ̷a̷m̷ ̷t̷h̷e̷ ̷r̷e̷a̷s̷o̷n̷ ̷y̷o̷u̷ ̷b̷r̷e̷a̷t̷h̷e̷
c̷a̷t̷ ̷g̷o̷t̷ ̷u̷r̷ ̷t̷o̷n̷g̷u̷e̷ ̷l̷i̷t̷t̷l̷e̷ ̷m̷o̷u̷s̷e̷?
I follow back
Fake friends: have never seen you cry
Real friends- cry with you
Fake friends- borrow your stuff for a few days, then give it back
Real friends- keep your stuff for so long they forget it's yours
Fake friends- know a few things about you
Real friends- could write a book about you
Fake friends- would knock on your door
Real friends- would burst in and say, "I'M HOOOME!"
Fake friends- will help you when you fall over
Real friends- will jump on top of you and shout, "DOGGY PILE!"
Fake friends‐ are for a while
Real friends- are for life
Fake friends- will read this
Real friends- will steal this
Fake friends- say, "love ya," jokingly,
Real friends- will say, "i love you," and mean it
Fake friends- will say, "i'm sorry," after a break up
Real friends- call them and ask what their problem is before making a plan to destroy them
Fake friends- will read this
Real friends- will copy and paste this, just like I did.
people been leaving me,hate myself,sad,wish I was dead,am I really that hated on
15 years of runnin', 15 years of searchin'
15 years of hurtin', 15 years of pain
15 years of fearful, 15 years of anger
15 years of empty, 15 years of shame
15 years of broken, 15 years of anguish
15 years of hopeless, 15 years of faith
15 years of never, 15 years of maybe
15 years of later, 15 years of fake
15 years of hollow, 15 years of sorrow
15 years of darkness, 15 years of hate
15 years of baggage, 15 years of sadness
15 years of stagnant, 15 years of chains
15 years of anxious, 15 years of sufferin'
15 years of torment, 15 years of (wait)
15 years of bitter, 15 years of lonely
15 years of pushing everyone away
I am a lyricist and idk like a music artist don't post my music tho I think its bad and it is kinda personal
"my heart was taken by you, broken by you, and is now in pieces bcz of you"
Fear-NF
love is giving someone the power to destroy you,
and trusting them not to use it
matching pfps with my rock (ifykyk) @Zachariah
So im staying but ill only be on at times and im only staying for 2 ppl not saying who but u 2 light up my day
my obsession rn: Zade meadows.haunted Adeline
i̷f̷ ̷n̷o̷t̷h̷i̷n̷g̷ ̷I̷ ̷a̷m̷ ̷t̷h̷e̷ ̷r̷e̷a̷s̷o̷n̷ ̷y̷o̷u̷ ̷b̷r̷e̷a̷t̷h̷e̷
c̷a̷t̷ ̷g̷o̷t̷ ̷u̷r̷ ̷t̷o̷n̷g̷u̷e̷ ̷l̷i̷t̷t̷l̷e̷ ̷m̷o̷u̷s̷e̷?
I follow back
Fake friends: have never seen you cry
Real friends- cry with you
Fake friends- borrow your stuff for a few days, then give it back
Real friends- keep your stuff for so long they forget it's yours
Fake friends- know a few things about you
Real friends- could write a book about you
Fake friends- would knock on your door
Real friends- would burst in and say, "I'M HOOOME!"
Fake friends- will help you when you fall over
Real friends- will jump on top of you and shout, "DOGGY PILE!"
Fake friends‐ are for a while
Real friends- are for life
Fake friends- will read this
Real friends- will steal this
Fake friends- say, "love ya," jokingly,
Real friends- will say, "i love you," and mean it
Fake friends- will say, "i'm sorry," after a break up
Real friends- call them and ask what their problem is before making a plan to destroy them
Fake friends- will read this
Real friends- will copy and paste this, just like I did.
people been leaving me,hate myself,sad,wish I was dead,am I really that hated on
15 years of runnin', 15 years of searchin'
15 years of hurtin', 15 years of pain
15 years of fearful, 15 years of anger
15 years of empty, 15 years of shame
15 years of broken, 15 years of anguish
15 years of hopeless, 15 years of faith
15 years of never, 15 years of maybe
15 years of later, 15 years of fake
15 years of hollow, 15 years of sorrow
15 years of darkness, 15 years of hate
15 years of baggage, 15 years of sadness
15 years of stagnant, 15 years of chains
15 years of anxious, 15 years of sufferin'
15 years of torment, 15 years of (wait)
15 years of bitter, 15 years of lonely
15 years of pushing everyone away
okay, fine, I admit it, I confess I'm not okay I'm sorry ive been saying that I am even when I'm not but the truth is I'm broken, useless, and I'm sorry if I think I'm seeking for attention but bottling up all this pain is starting to hurt so I'm letting some out. I'm scared I rly am and I'm scared to talk to ppl bcz the shit I've been thru is real shitty. I wish I had the number to my younger self I'd pick up the phone and say ur only 10 its not ut fault that happened...worlds a fucked up place with even more fucked up and disgusting ppl...truth is I'm one of them...I'm disgusting for letting that happen to me for not being able to push him away... insert sarcastic laugh but that's life messed up and always fucking with u. sometimes I wish I was dead but I'm too coward to, other times I'm glad I'm alive everytime its my bday no one remembers but I tell myself what a miracle I'm still here but honestly I'm scared I don't think I can be for longer and I know ppl wont read this far but I'm still gonna type bcz I don't know what else to do to keep my hands from going to the blade it hurts pl think were masochists and that it doesn't hurt but it does it stings at first then it gets better it gets numb...I just wish it could get numb enough I never woke up again...but like I said I'm too chicken shit to do that so here I am emptying my feelings on a stupid site and I think to myself what has my life come to if Im doing this...help.....
Don't worry, I'm always by your side. If you need anything, just ask me!
thnks
it was supposed to be children r fragile but I just put adorable
I don't...miss u everyday...but when I do it hurts so much more than the first time
How frustrating.................
I........ honestly, kinda miss you, I wish I could help with your problems. I feel so powerless just by the fact that I can't help anyone. I'm also................... alone and broken.................
credit goes to @꥟✿˚✧ ₊⁎ ˚✧ƙׁׅ֑ᨵׁׅꪱׁ✧༚✿꥟ for trying to draw my oc with just emojis he did good she does look kinda like my oc but just kinda still he did great wow
Ik how u feel