the month is so spooky im anxious more than usual
wow the spooks
S. Mouse ⋆⭒˚.⋆ anxious
S. Mouse ⋆⭒˚.⋆ anxious
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✪ they/them please. or one/ones. eventually he/him if you really cant use the other two
☆ kinda (very) burned out
☆ awkward little ball of anxiety, be gentle
☆ i want friends but im scared of talking
☆ if you want to be friends ill try to treat you best i can, i promise, ill try my best, ill do, itll turn out shit but ill try
☆ not good at drawing but am here anyway. more of a doodler than an artist
⛧ i like stars as you may see
☆ can i roleplay as my OCs? please, its my coping mechanism.
✪ they/them please. or one/ones. eventually he/him if you really cant use the other two
☆ kinda (very) burned out
☆ awkward little ball of anxiety, be gentle
☆ i want friends but im scared of talking
☆ if you want to be friends ill try to treat you best i can, i promise, ill try my best, ill do, itll turn out shit but ill try
☆ not good at drawing but am here anyway. more of a doodler than an artist
⛧ i like stars as you may see
☆ can i roleplay as my OCs? please, its my coping mechanism.
feeling guilty for staying at home when sick.
im so broken.
i should be happy, i should enjoy it.
i sure do enjoy the time i have, i can play games and watch youtube and not change from pajamas until- I HAVE TO GO TO FUCKING PHYSIO
and now im thinking to myself "well, why cant i skip physio?"
it feels like manipulation. i dont feel that bad being sick, i feel worse knowing im not the obedient student at school right now, so mentioning "hey, maybe i should stay home for physio as well" feels like "hey, actually, since you already let me stay home from school without me even starting the topic, maybe i could skip therapy as well?" like, holy shit, youre not even feeling that sick, you just internally really like staying home and playing games, no matter how much you hide it, youre like any other teenager this era.
this one is worse because by now my hand hurts too bad
humans >:)
what's fih fishing for?
happy birthday to my child, 3 years old now, too bad i dont draw them anymore really. i probably should, but honestly i cant remember what design i finally decided on. or what their personality was in the end. thats what happens when you make a character who's supposed to be flexible to narrative and then decide they should be a constant.
*breathes heavily* i dont know howww
Lock in and draw them twin
Today for dinner I ate tomato soup
Today for supper I ate chicken soup
...
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Version soup.
And also that dinner is basically lunch (middle day meal) and supper is dinner (evening meal)
I think it's worth mentioning that in my region tomato soup is made from chicken soup.
ulgy
not rendered cause i was lazy
from yesterday
fuck physiotherapy, my muscles are more sore than after bad pe
idk how to exactly respond to this -- and we've haven't talked in a while - and im sorry about all this stuff your going through, I hope this gets better , and you shouldn't stop going to therapy, -- i hope this makes u feel better *hug*