I’m not allowed to draw, say or FEEL anything sad because I’ll look like a cringe emo teen
I can already see my future self cringing at who I am

I crave to change my bio theme but oh my god I’m so used to this mess of a bio so when I change it to something more tidy, it feels empty

TW(???) violence

I think I have some sort of ocd and I get REALLY BAD AND VIOLENT intrusive thoughts and urges like REALLY BAD. I told my parents and they don’t believe it and won’t get me diagnosed :(
Just wait until I kill someone, then maybe they’ll believe me uuuuuuuuuuughhhhhh

I had a dream that Tenna was gonna cheat on me and that he asked ME for some reason who he should date. Tenna 2.0, a metal scraps toaster that toasts phones, a makeup pouch that looks like a human face and a yeti that killed anything on the road THAT APPEARED IN MY DREAMS A FEW WEEKS AGO?? TENNA WAS THERE TOO AND HE SAID HE LIKED THAT STUPID FREAKING YETI. Well anyways, I said “dude, you should totally date the toaster.” And we walked together to go to the toaster’s location and that yeti was stalking us.
and I also dreamt that I was speaking Norwegian to a vending machine

Mello

My sister’s yumeship Pure Vessel x Edd or something.
@hedgehog
the @ isnt @-ing. Nvm

Oh. It makes my bio look a bit funny

ITS SUDDENLY SO HARD TO BE HAPPY.
Every single video I watch or every artwork I see, I think to myself “they’re all sad, I know it.” LIKE NOT IN A MEAN WAY IM LOWKEY SYMPATHIZING. I don’t know what to do

I did not flip the canvas I’m sorry
SLSO ANOTHER UI UPDATE REALLY

TW BLOOD DONT BAN ME IM SORRY
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Page 7 update

This is as far as I can get without dying
I worked on this for 30 minutes for a few days
Also yes I traced only for the lineart cause I can’t draw for shit and yes I colorpicked I’m sorry</3

My storage is full so I have to paste my drawings onto a pre-existing board and I accidentally posted the whole canvas, hopefully no one saw that.

Ouh woah what is this new UI? It’s making me dizzy.

Saya

Every single fact attack adventure video I watch has me questioning what I just watched /pos

Dude I wonder how my haters feel seeing me post vents

I kinda did this w/o a reference…………
‘me doing ANYTHING but studying

Tw $3lf h4rm
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It has somehow happened again, I’ve fallen back into this stupid loop of romanticizing s3lf h4rm. I can’t wait to have my sister humiliate me again. No one cares until I’m gone