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i am stepping away from the OSC.
Its constant dramas, the OddCard situation, the toxicity and Michael almost commiting made me realize that even if this fandom raised me when my family couldn’t, it’s not safe for me. Idk what to do with my OSC ocs so I’ll probably scrap them or give them away. I will step away from being foury, from being the four fanboy and the n1 clock and nickel fan for my own good and mental sake. TPOT 19--24-25 pretty much made me lose my appetite and I almost felt sick seeing what four went through. He’s one of my comfort characters and I’ve been losing sleep due to negative thoughts, I barely sleep and when I do it’s bc i overthought so much about him being okay that I collapse from the thin thought of it. I won’t be doing OSC/TPOT stuff until i feel ready and safe to. I’ve always felt forced and pressured to draw OSC stuff. But when i started to slowly grow out of that phase i felt more free, more confident and comfortable over what i draw. That community made me feel insecure and scared. But I’ll never forget my foursona that has been with me since 2017, Arrow. I’ll always love him for ever and ever.
i’d like to also ask you guys to refrain from calling me “foury” I’d rather more the names: caine, bob, billy and wing. Being called foury reminds me of very bad stuff and memories.
- with love, caine.
ya np :3
Aww ty <3