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"I'm slowly forgetting your face.
What happened to your freckles and your bright green eyes? I do not remember what you look like. Your memory is a lingering curse on my mind, since the day you died. I cannot see you anymore. I cannot dream about you anymore. You are only the faceless figure that haunts my dreams. Every second is a reminder that you are not here anymore, every minute is a punch to the gut, every hour is a horrible sticky spiderweb I have to climb and descend to get away. Every day is another I wish I was dead, like you, because I cannot bear the pain of being without you any longer. I will die like this, alone and in pain, because without you, there is no meaning to life. I cannot remember your face, Lucas, I cannot remember your voice.
Where have you gone?"

This is a quote from my book "Never A Dream". My OC, Chase, is the one saying it. He lost his boyfriend, Lucas, who took his own life. Chase is saying that he can't remember what Lucas looks like anymore because it's been so long.
Chase is the one with blonde hair and a blue shirt. Lucas is the one with the green sweater and the black, unruly hair.
Writing the book made me sob.

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