Everything hurts on the inside.
My anxiety has peeked up so much recently. I can feel my heart pounding 24/7 now.
And my depression. Oohhh, dont get me started!
Intrusive thoughts, regret, more intrusive thoughts, guilt, shame. Even more intrusive thoughts.
Every smile I have had today has been a fake or forced one.
It sucks, it really does.
But Im okay ig. Im still here. Still alive.
I am going insane.
Haha, I know I say that a lot. BUT ITS TRUE THIS TIME AROUND!!
EVERY SINLE MOMENT OF MY LIFE IS WITH THE SAME FEELING, SAME THOUGHTS. OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!!
ITS EXHAUSTING, IT REALLY IS!!
I want it to end.
Please.
Let
It
End.
Same here and I know that feeling.
Someday soon this hell will end. I can't be the only one who wants it to end. ...I hope it gets better
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Im okay :]
Everythings fine. :3
*Hugs* U will be soon! It will be okay. I promise! (ALso, I think it's sorta fiting that ur PFP is N. LOL)
...(Evie...🫂🫂)
This is Quinn!!! Hes a grumpy half human half deer boi >:3
Thanks to my amazing bestie, Saturn, I got this idea :D
EEp, AdOrAbLeSsSsS!!!!!! ><
we miss u evie:<
<| [FREE!!] Commissions open!! :33 |>
What Im willing to do: oc art, ship art (no 18+) some blood, body horror, horror drawings, fandom art/shipping, animal/pet art.
What Im not willing to do: lgbtq (i dont support, but I wont bully u if you do) 18+, major gore (there’s restrictions on here soo…) or hate art.
:3 drop ur commissions in comms and I’ll try my best to do em!
oohohohohoho ME!! Can u draw my o.c??? (That is if commissions are still open!!)
Ofc!! Do you have any… like.. specific ones u want me to draw? :3
Helloooo everyone >:333
I will not be active from Wednesday (tomorrow) to Saturday.
I am going to a summer camp with horses!! :33
Erm, yeah :3 idk what to say, I’ll miss all my online friends (especially you, Ara.. <33)
Today will be my last day active, and maybe tomorrow cuz drop off for camp isnt till 4 p.m. but yeah :3
Bye sillies >:33
*picks u up and runs away,* u will come with me :3
Alr! Enjoy camp!!!! I wish I could come :(
AAAHHH, I LOVE ANIMAL CROSSING NEW HORIZONS SM.
AKJSNDNSMA ALL THE CHARACTERS. THE CHILL VIBES N STUFF.
srsly my #1 stress reliever game <3333
I love designing the vacation homes smmmm…
I jus finished one for a fox named Audie who wanted to be in like, some sort of DJ environment and I think I did actually really good on this one- :33 XD
Im gonna draw my son Yuri as a animal crossing character- and prolly my oc and my friends as some too :3333
ANYWAYZ. BYE EVERYONE >:333
Happy National Best friend(s) day!!
I hope everyone has a spectacular day with their best friends! Whether that be with siblings, parents, grandparents, cousins, aunties and uncles, or friends as well!
Shout outs to my best friends..
Aurora/Cosmo…
Thank you for not judging me for my interests and being my friend <3 you always make me laugh and smile.. I luv you <33
Cyan..
Thank you for being their for me like my big brother (even though im older than you XD) and for making rps fun. You’re rp ideas are amazing! <3 I luv you, bro <33
Saturn..
Thank you for being my friend as well, you make me smile whenever I get to hang out with you.. and your cuddles are amazing <3
Elliot…
Thank you for being my FPE pookie XD You’re character ideas and plots are extraordinary!
Iris.. (ik she doesnt use magma that much but still)
Thank you for being there for me as well. You slay the day away XD <33
Vinso.. (if u see this TwT)
Thank for being my friend :3 ur art is very delicious… >:3 <3
And B….
Thank you for staying with me through the years I’ve known you…
You are an amazing friend.. sister by choice and platonic wife (XD)
You make me smile every day when I think about you or when I simply join you on a canvas. You brighten my world up 1000x more than it is.. I love you sm <3
Happy national best friends day!! :33
Bruv.. i added u, Vinso TwT
it was national best friend day yesterday-
not like I have one anyway 
Hai everyone!! :33
Its currently 7:30 a.m. rn. And, i dont think I’m gonna go back to sleep :0
Its rlly pretty outside and I hear very very pretty birds chirping and singing :0 (I think it’s a Meadowlark :3)
Im gonna go sit n read a book I rlly like.
Have a blessed day everyone!! :33
Alr! Enjoy your chill day :3
“You think ur smth special just because you can roar!?” /ref
Idk. Some ppl on here think they’re so tough on here or any other sites that I have seen like on twitter, instagram and other stuff just because they got like, 20 cuss words in one sentence. Tbh, cussing someone out on a website shows ur just immature.. Granite, I have done it before, but I regret it and I will never do it again.
Saying as many cuss words as you can in an argument just shows you don’t have any logical words in your vocabulary you can use.
I typed this cuz I saw smth in the comment section of a video in CapCut and it disgusted me.
I also agree
Agreed
Sooo i got an idea literally after I posted “Im out of ideas!!”
Me and my amazing online family (Cyan, B/Ara, Aurora/Cosmo and Elliot) do a family au rp. And i am the mischievous 8 yr old who steals all the cookies >:3
So yeah :3 here she is.
I luv her <3
AWWWW SO CUTE!!
gurt yo
I had to change her tail cuz yuh.
Disclaimer: I did use a base i found online, but it was free one someone jus put up X3
OMG!! I need to draw Ala like that- *darts outta the room and grabs new canvas and starts drawing* Thanks for the inspo!!
Okay !! Scuttles
Uuuuh, jus comm on one of my old posts plz qwq (cuz like, ppl wouldnt think to look there and this is kinda private.. we can also delete all these comms afterwards,)
I'm actually really glad you asked,, !! /gen do you want me to explain it here or a drawing,, it's pretty long,, and there's already like 25+ comms here
Okay then why did u truly leave? Why did u just throw everything we did, everything memory we shared, away like that??
Snaps fingers ! Js as I thought !! Yeah that's not really it,, 
in a way I guess yeah Edit: IM GIGGLING TGE EMOJI
Cuz u couldnt be urself aroun us. And cuz u were un comfortable by the talk we had. I read what u put on the art space, dude-
Then why did I leave ?? /genq
Nope. I told her everything. What we said, what happened. Everything. Im not one to usually lie to get out of trouble, Rawrie.
No I'm not doing this to get attention, but I'm sure there are things you left out, considering the fact I left ,
Yes. I told her what happened. And if u truly hated me, u wouldnt keep coming back to get attention-
Do you even know wht happened ?? /genq
It really isn't. There is a reason behind all of this but obsessed is not th right wor to use,,it's not funny either ,
XDDDDD REAL COSMO, REAAAAAL
Jammi if you hate evie just ignore her.
SEND ME UR FPE OC SHES OFFICIALLY NOW PART OF THE SQUAD OF PAPER TEENAGE KNOCKOFF ANCIENT COOKIES 
EVIE
:00 COOKIIEEEEEEEE *noms*
*YEETS SOULSTONE*
She’s currently not allowed on Magma, but she’ll hopefully be back in a few months - I’m her best friend btw
r U Alr?? haven't heard from u in a while...