Working on the profile pic now, but I think I'm taking a little break first.


I'm here to get myself out there. My first art jam was... rough, but I got myself together. I plan to do more art, without dropping my self-esteem on the concrete
Notes about me:
I'm a more straightforward person, and don't really like dancing around things. I may text/speak more formally/carefully to others I don't know as well.
Name: Ethan Shadow/Shade
Sexuality: pretty sure straight, unless I haven't found out yet...
Dating status: Single... This is dumb to add... I never dated before, or anyone. RIP my social life/skills 
Favorite songs (of now): "SOSORRY" by ePiaeon, "Ego Renegade Boy" "weathergirl" "Human" "Static" "Butcher Vanity" all by FLAVOR FOLEY, "I'm Sorry I'm a Monster" by Trickle & Tikaal, "Goodbye To A World" by Porter Robinson, "Kill Me! Jax Song" (2D and 3D videos) by Cougar macdowall Va, "Not Supposed To Love Me" by Cg5, "BAD NUMBER!" by Tanger & Disphing.
Liked music Artists: FLAVOR FOLEY, Tokyomachine, CG5, Derivakat, Marino, Pleasantries, Oricade, LeGrand, Frums and Silentroom, Livingston, AViVA, The Living Tombstone, Good Kid, Tanger, Exyl, and spellcasting. (for now)
Likes: drawing, cats, games, music, psychology (mostly from Psyc2go), some scary things, being deep (knowledge-wise), and mac&cheese :3
Dislike: rude people, small talk, assuming of me I know isn't true, feeling alone most the time... And my mind...
Most likely I have autism and ADHD that's both not and kind of diagnosed, and may need you to elaborate or explain something further to me because I might not understand fully the first time or from the way it was said, but I won't ask you to usually :/
I have a plan to make a youtube channel as well for a while, but feel stuck and unsure of what to do. Maybe it'll be a mix of subjects or activities I like.
Like to learn first hand with another person.
Planned overhaul of style set. (Cartoon-ish still but more body and coloring like some YouTubers like Haminations)
Want to draw hair good in some way, make my stuff look more 3 dImEnSiOnAl (3D)... and hands too.
Nice to meet you when we talk!
I'm here to get myself out there. My first art jam was... rough, but I got myself together. I plan to do more art, without dropping my self-esteem on the concrete
Notes about me:
I'm a more straightforward person, and don't really like dancing around things. I may text/speak more formally/carefully to others I don't know as well.
Name: Ethan Shadow/Shade
Sexuality: pretty sure straight, unless I haven't found out yet...
Dating status: Single... This is dumb to add... I never dated before, or anyone. RIP my social life/skills 
Favorite songs (of now): "SOSORRY" by ePiaeon, "Ego Renegade Boy" "weathergirl" "Human" "Static" "Butcher Vanity" all by FLAVOR FOLEY, "I'm Sorry I'm a Monster" by Trickle & Tikaal, "Goodbye To A World" by Porter Robinson, "Kill Me! Jax Song" (2D and 3D videos) by Cougar macdowall Va, "Not Supposed To Love Me" by Cg5, "BAD NUMBER!" by Tanger & Disphing.
Liked music Artists: FLAVOR FOLEY, Tokyomachine, CG5, Derivakat, Marino, Pleasantries, Oricade, LeGrand, Frums and Silentroom, Livingston, AViVA, The Living Tombstone, Good Kid, Tanger, Exyl, and spellcasting. (for now)
Likes: drawing, cats, games, music, psychology (mostly from Psyc2go), some scary things, being deep (knowledge-wise), and mac&cheese :3
Dislike: rude people, small talk, assuming of me I know isn't true, feeling alone most the time... And my mind...
Most likely I have autism and ADHD that's both not and kind of diagnosed, and may need you to elaborate or explain something further to me because I might not understand fully the first time or from the way it was said, but I won't ask you to usually :/
I have a plan to make a youtube channel as well for a while, but feel stuck and unsure of what to do. Maybe it'll be a mix of subjects or activities I like.
Like to learn first hand with another person.
Planned overhaul of style set. (Cartoon-ish still but more body and coloring like some YouTubers like Haminations)
Want to draw hair good in some way, make my stuff look more 3 dImEnSiOnAl (3D)... and hands too.
Nice to meet you when we talk!
I think now would be a good time to post about this.
I'm in the works of making a public art space for a story I want to be articulated into an animated series of kinds, but the art space is also mainly a place for anyone to draw with other people, and you don't have to be part of the project team at all. Just an option if you're interested, or want to try out something like that.
I have... just had an idea :-)
Can I get comments on something for my persona "Ethan" to react too? Maybe a video, subject, object, or a phrase/sentence?
It actually might give me ideas to how he might react to different things, and I can learn really who he is in general alongside you as you suggest things! I mean, why not? It gives me something to do, and something that will help out in a few ways. It might be fun too~
I don't remember what I was doing here, but I left it because it had been drawn there, and it would be a waste of eraser, and it never fully comes off the paper anyway. Even if it wasn't as good of a drawing, it's not bad to keep the bad drawings, because you start somewhere, and that's bad drawings too.
I did a bit more doodling here, with the Cyrim and me thing kind of something I thought he might do. The middle is a drawing I have in my profile banner, just remade. It wasn't exactly a drawing I was doing just because though... I was upset about something at the time I think, and you could assume a few things just from the sketch.
This drawing was inspired by a previous small drawing from the skill rusting over page, and this is what I had come up with when I thought of it. Since he was in the hole, I practiced some shading there on his face and eye.
(since his being isn't really a body, more a mold of what he thought he looked like before, or what he thought looked scary and cool, his eyes aren't exactly real eyes)
I wasn't really studying an actual autonomy something while doing this, I just learned this more on my own. YouTube isn't all that reliable for that stuff, I work better hands on, and learning all that?
Ya, I rather learn it myself like this than other...