Working on the profile pic now, but I think I'm taking a little break first.
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I'm here to get myself out there. My first art jam was... rough, but I got myself together. I plan to do more art, without dropping my self-esteem on the concrete
Notes about me:
I'm a more straightforward person, and don't really like dancing around things. I may text/speak more formally/carefully to others I don't know as well.
Name: Ethan Shadow/Shade
Sexuality: pretty sure straight, unless I haven't found out yet...
Dating status: Single... This is dumb to add... I never dated before, or anyone. RIP my social life/skills 
Favorite songs (of now): "SOSORRY" by ePiaeon, "Ego Renegade Boy" "weathergirl" "Human" "Static" "Butcher Vanity" all by FLAVOR FOLEY, "I'm Sorry I'm a Monster" by Trickle & Tikaal, "Goodbye To A World" by Porter Robinson, "Kill Me! Jax Song" (2D and 3D videos) by Cougar macdowall Va, "Not Supposed To Love Me" by Cg5, "BAD NUMBER!" by Tanger & Disphing.
Liked music Artists: FLAVOR FOLEY, Tokyomachine, CG5, Derivakat, Marino, Pleasantries, Oricade, LeGrand, Frums and Silentroom, Livingston, AViVA, The Living Tombstone, Good Kid, Tanger, Exyl, and spellcasting. (for now)
Likes: drawing, cats, games, music, psychology (mostly from Psyc2go), some scary things, being deep (knowledge-wise), and mac&cheese :3
Dislike: rude people, small talk, assuming of me I know isn't true, feeling alone most the time... And my mind...
Most likely I have autism and ADHD that's both not and kind of diagnosed, and may need you to elaborate or explain something further to me because I might not understand fully the first time or from the way it was said, but I won't ask you to usually :/
I have a plan to make a youtube channel as well for a while, but feel stuck and unsure of what to do. Maybe it'll be a mix of subjects or activities I like.
Like to learn first hand with another person.
Planned overhaul of style set. (Cartoon-ish still but more body and coloring like some YouTubers like Haminations)
Want to draw hair good in some way, make my stuff look more 3 dImEnSiOnAl (3D)... and hands too.
Nice to meet you when we talk!
I'm here to get myself out there. My first art jam was... rough, but I got myself together. I plan to do more art, without dropping my self-esteem on the concrete
Notes about me:
I'm a more straightforward person, and don't really like dancing around things. I may text/speak more formally/carefully to others I don't know as well.
Name: Ethan Shadow/Shade
Sexuality: pretty sure straight, unless I haven't found out yet...
Dating status: Single... This is dumb to add... I never dated before, or anyone. RIP my social life/skills
Favorite songs (of now): "SOSORRY" by ePiaeon, "Ego Renegade Boy" "weathergirl" "Human" "Static" "Butcher Vanity" all by FLAVOR FOLEY, "I'm Sorry I'm a Monster" by Trickle & Tikaal, "Goodbye To A World" by Porter Robinson, "Kill Me! Jax Song" (2D and 3D videos) by Cougar macdowall Va, "Not Supposed To Love Me" by Cg5, "BAD NUMBER!" by Tanger & Disphing.
Liked music Artists: FLAVOR FOLEY, Tokyomachine, CG5, Derivakat, Marino, Pleasantries, Oricade, LeGrand, Frums and Silentroom, Livingston, AViVA, The Living Tombstone, Good Kid, Tanger, Exyl, and spellcasting. (for now)
Likes: drawing, cats, games, music, psychology (mostly from Psyc2go), some scary things, being deep (knowledge-wise), and mac&cheese :3
Dislike: rude people, small talk, assuming of me I know isn't true, feeling alone most the time... And my mind...
Most likely I have autism and ADHD that's both not and kind of diagnosed, and may need you to elaborate or explain something further to me because I might not understand fully the first time or from the way it was said, but I won't ask you to usually :/
I have a plan to make a youtube channel as well for a while, but feel stuck and unsure of what to do. Maybe it'll be a mix of subjects or activities I like.
Like to learn first hand with another person.
Planned overhaul of style set. (Cartoon-ish still but more body and coloring like some YouTubers like Haminations)
Want to draw hair good in some way, make my stuff look more 3 dImEnSiOnAl (3D)... and hands too.
Nice to meet you when we talk!
I think now would be a good time to post about this.
I'm in the works of making a public art space for a story I want to be articulated into an animated series of kinds, but the art space is also mainly a place for anyone to draw with other people, and you don't have to be part of the project team at all. Just an option if you're interested, or want to try out something like that.
I have... just had an idea :-)
Can I get comments on something for my persona "Ethan" to react too? Maybe a video, subject, object, or a phrase/sentence?
It actually might give me ideas to how he might react to different things, and I can learn really who he is in general alongside you as you suggest things! I mean, why not? It gives me something to do, and something that will help out in a few ways. It might be fun too~
This is the last page as of now, and I can relax after this... (posting these things took longer than I realized, and some reason a bit stressful...)
I am still working on this right now, but I have some idea of the hair I want, just not how to make it yet.
I tried to do some sketches of my idea of a new style, along with different eyes, the hair, and whatever.
I just heard "why" and "uno" close enough together that I came up with this for no in particular reason
(the last game of UNO my little brother and I had, we swear it was possesed by the Devil to be unreasonably long)
I don't remember what I was doing here, but I left it because it had been drawn there, and it would be a waste of eraser, and it never fully comes off the paper anyway. Even if it wasn't as good of a drawing, it's not bad to keep the bad drawings, because you start somewhere, and that's bad drawings too.
When my brother was doing something with me while I was drawing I believe, and I ended up drawing some stuff from Geometry Dash.
This was about the first time I thought about making the beanie more 3D looking, like it was actualy around his head instead of part of his head.
While I was imagining a fight scene, I got something related to this of Cyrim with his face underneath half revealed by cracks and broken bits.
I'm pretty sure that I was trying to make different eyes for myself instead of the hollow ones that don't work for some things I might have in mind.
I did a bit more doodling here, with the Cyrim and me thing kind of something I thought he might do. The middle is a drawing I have in my profile banner, just remade. It wasn't exactly a drawing I was doing just because though... I was upset about something at the time I think, and you could assume a few things just from the sketch.
This was me measuring my own hand and studying myself basicly, to know how to size, how the hand and fingers moved or were different with open vs closed palm. This helped me out a bit I believe.
I think I started having the idea to redo my style in the way of cartoon, but not too inacuate, like an anime style, but cartoonzy.
My Mom wanted to make something for me, I think for my birthday, and she drew this with me in the book to outline it for a felt/yarned Cyrim head. After that, it bled through to the other side of the paper, and I drew around it for a small joke to myself, and an exercise of drawing pineapples~
The Shy Guy was made for my uncle that was having a birthday, and I finished it by using a reference just in time before I missed the chance. The mouse is a drawing you can actualy see in my banner in my profile that was also from the same artist as the dog like character in the "DOODLES" post.
This drawing was inspired by a previous small drawing from the skill rusting over page, and this is what I had come up with when I thought of it. Since he was in the hole, I practiced some shading there on his face and eye.
(since his being isn't really a body, more a mold of what he thought he looked like before, or what he thought looked scary and cool, his eyes aren't exactly real eyes)
DOODLES!!!
I don't think I had many ideas at this time, but I did draw off something to make the top right thing from a song picture, and just me doodling about anything I could make out of random shapes.