Like my “Forced Character mode” is like……. So so weird (my “Childish mode” is too but not as much)……. It’s happened twice this month….
It’ll snap in my mind like a Switch.
First time around I “was” Kitty for a few hours, using a bot to make it seem like I was her, and didn’t talk much to others during that time out of shame
Though the newest/second time, I “was” Jack Von Pyroscythe, and went to chat in a server that allowed me to use the bot and 2 friends of mine were such a comfort because I was such a wreck because of it happening. I’m so thankful for them <3
But like, saying “Me” was referring to me but also him, and just yfiddxdtjdxjyf it was weird…..
I’m not trans, I don’t want to be, and I’m not a fictionkin…. It’s all just so weird



Oooohhh now I get it (thats fair honestly TwT)