good morning everyone! or whatever time of day it is for you.
how are you doing?

semi-active, i have practicums and everything woohoo go nursing
17, any pronouns
nursing student
insomniac, ADHD, T1D
matching with the rest of the padded room fam: @Zandik, the evil's twin, @peazy!, @asupilled, & @ꉓꃅꍏꂦꌗ, the evil ☀️
nursing school is lowkey fixing my mental health and social life damn
semi-active, i have practicums and everything woohoo go nursing
17, any pronouns
nursing student
insomniac, ADHD, T1D
matching with the rest of the padded room fam: @Zandik, the evil's twin, @peazy!, @asupilled, & @ꉓꃅꍏꂦꌗ, the evil ☀️
nursing school is lowkey fixing my mental health and social life damn
today on my nursing practicum i made about 212 sandwiches and 180 bags of veggies with three of my friends, gardened potatoes, and tried not to die inside explaining what the “personal moisturizer” was
school lunches 
may or may not have gotten slightly distracted
i dont want to fix my mistakes though
anyways have some shitty rendering
awww omg so cute 🥹
today in my clinical group for nursing we had a group in the booth next to us refer to something as a homosexual energy drink and i am scared to know what they meant
help yeah 🥹 the gayness just bleeding into everything
i'd be honored to be called that lmao
hi everyone what was something fun you did recently or during the summer
Drawing and deltarune
charcuterie board with my boyfriend but its all apples
crying im gonna have to learn to draw horses to change my sona apparently
Correction . A 𝒽ℴ𝓃𝓈ℯ’s dream
what the actual fuck happened other than a miracle of a person and friend for me to end up with this beautiful, beautiful boyfriend of mine im crying
AWWWWWWWWWW THIS IS SO CUTE (and i relate) this is soooo adorable wth 
:3333333
OUR POWER AND INTERNET GOT KNOCKED OUT LMAO
OK yes true
i like storms they’re good ambience <33
okay so if i’ve been especially off or weird the last few days (which i know i have), i do have kind of a reason!! i also apologize for the weirdness/distance/spaciness
aaaaah so basically aside from home and mental health stuff, which i can usually cope with, i also have t1d stuff messing with my system
so! i tested my ketones or whatever cause i’ve been feeling shitty lately. (a normal range for those for a diabetic is under 0.6 mmol/L, for reference)
they’re kinda high, like 1.6 mmol/L, which i should probably go to the hospital for….but honestly, i can take care of it better than they can 🥹 so when that happens, i definitely get more sick, fatigued, dizzy, nauseous, irritable, listless, and kinda spiral-y.
again, many apologies for being off lately! love y’all, and take care of yourselves xx
awhhh hope you feel better soon knives take care!!!
anyways to clear up confusion it wasss till i was 23 and finished college by then and had worked as an RN for a bit and stuff basically !!! plus i should be out of the house long before then
also i cant do math so yeah
AWWWW
i kinda wanted to eat today !!! but we’re out of peanut butter, bread, apples, cucumbers, and the dinner leftovers are too carb-y for my diabetic ass 🥹
….?
im either a five year old or a horse apparently there will never be an in-between 
ITS MY BABY AWWWW LOOK <333333333
so artblocked during this piece so everthign but the baby is lazy and stunted but strawberry is the whole point anways oh myy god
🥺
AWWWW THIS IS SO CUTE AND PEAK AS WELL
hi im struggling with the rest of the piece and today has been a lot of crashing out cause i cant be satisfied with anything
but i think my tomadachi daughter with my beloved arian IS perfect no matter the rendition
she looks like her baba
i think everybody could use some extra joy so here 

HUGE shoutout to peazy, cause their version of my bf and i in their island had strawberry <3333
AWWWWW AWWWW WTH AWWW
AWWWWWW YAY GOOD I MEANT TO ASK BUT I FORGOT
my brain feels like that extremely busy kind of eye strain type thing

hey yo westerburg
this is literally turning into a random yap post ignore my ass please
aye yes hi twin!!
as per usual, i have completely skipped the background yet again
but i kind of like this piece? might finish the other half of the base if i get the motivation. skip the bottom if you want, i’m just rambling past this point :>
as I said last night, i saw a photo of myself around age 6-8 the other day. kinda crazy looking at that bright, energetic, cheerful little goofball versus the person I am now.
this outfit is also canon; aside from the fish on the top. which i changed the design of solely for the purpose of “cause i felt like it.”
and the freaking neon orange headphones. i loved those. i’ve listened to music my entire life, and this age was no exception. if i wasn’t reading or messing around with friends, i put on my giant clunky headphones. i remember getting scolded for having the volume so loud, and i remember a lot of the songs i listened to ??
i dont have whatever device i listened to it on, so I can’t be sure of everything that was on there. here’s some of what I can remember.
Katy Perry: I lovedddd her. If you’ve ever seen the Wide Awake music video, you’ll see why i always referred to her as the purple princess lmfao
-Wide Awake, Roar, California Girls, E.T., Teenage Dream, Chained to the Rhythm
Skinny Love- Birdy
Need You Now- Lady Antebellum
Just Dance and Bad Romance- Lady Gaga
Barenaked Ladies: This is the most iconic, vivid one for me. I had the entire Snacktime album downloaded
and my absolute favourite song at that age was Pollywog in a Bog. please consider listening to it.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MIkqEF2Mvc8
guys the youtube video is literally older than i am by a few months <33
Also really liked 789, Allergies, Raisins, Crazy ABCs, and Bad Day.
baby knife recommends 10/10
Woah it's so good
aw thank you guys <33
yayaya twinning levi <33 
and thank you, hoping to draw more soon!! 
this is so beautiful
the clunky headphone listening if not reading otherwise is so canon for me
so glad music has always been a big part of our lives, def helped me during tough times 🧸
also love the drawing- miss ur art
now realizing the headphones were definitely wired
Oh and good afternoon!
Flight tickets are making me go BALD