good morning everyone! or whatever time of day it is for you.

how are you doing?

today on my nursing practicum i made about 212 sandwiches and 180 bags of veggies with three of my friends, gardened potatoes, and tried not to die inside explaining what the “personal moisturizer” was

guess who merged their sketch and lineart layer, used a neon green to try and redo it, and then ended up putting half the neon lineart on the fully rendered colour layer

may or may not have gotten slightly distracted
i dont want to fix my mistakes though

anyways have some shitty rendering

today in my clinical group for nursing we had a group in the booth next to us refer to something as a homosexual energy drink and i am scared to know what they meant

hi everyone what was something fun you did recently or during the summer

charcuterie board with my boyfriend but its all apples

what the actual fuck happened other than a miracle of a person and friend for me to end up with this beautiful, beautiful boyfriend of mine im crying

OUR POWER AND INTERNET GOT KNOCKED OUT LMAO

i found my old scratch account this is so bad

okay so if i’ve been especially off or weird the last few days (which i know i have), i do have kind of a reason!! i also apologize for the weirdness/distance/spaciness

aaaaah so basically aside from home and mental health stuff, which i can usually cope with, i also have t1d stuff messing with my system so! i tested my ketones or whatever cause i’ve been feeling shitty lately. (a normal range for those for a diabetic is under 0.6 mmol/L, for reference)
they’re kinda high, like 1.6 mmol/L, which i should probably go to the hospital for….but honestly, i can take care of it better than they can 🥹 so when that happens, i definitely get more sick, fatigued, dizzy, nauseous, irritable, listless, and kinda spiral-y.
again, many apologies for being off lately! love y’all, and take care of yourselves xx

read an absolutely unhinged book for my spring term english course, but the more i think about it……….the more appealing sleeping and watching movies for a whole ass year sounds ?? like please im so tired

anyways to clear up confusion it wasss till i was 23 and finished college by then and had worked as an RN for a bit and stuff basically !!! plus i should be out of the house long before then

also i cant do math so yeah

five more years guys

i kinda wanted to eat today !!! but we’re out of peanut butter, bread, apples, cucumbers, and the dinner leftovers are too carb-y for my diabetic ass 🥹

you’re all invited to my funeral!!!! it is 33 degrees celsius or 91-92 degrees fahrenheit AND HUMID

my cause of death is cellular destruction due to melting and dehydration. snacks and beverages will be provided!! <3

ITS MY BABY AWWWW LOOK <333333333

so artblocked during this piece so everthign but the baby is lazy and stunted but strawberry is the whole point anways oh myy god 🥺

hi im struggling with the rest of the piece and today has been a lot of crashing out cause i cant be satisfied with anything

but i think my tomadachi daughter with my beloved arian IS perfect no matter the rendition she looks like her baba

i think everybody could use some extra joy so here
HUGE shoutout to peazy, cause their version of my bf and i in their island had strawberry <3333

my brain feels like that extremely busy kind of eye strain type thing

hey yo westerburg

this is literally turning into a random yap post ignore my ass please