I’ve actually been making quite a bit of art lately but I use procreate and really just…don’t post on here anymore. Sooo! Here’s this I suppose. I do post my art on tumblr sometimes though
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You can dance! You can Jive! Having the time of your liffeee
YOU ARE THE DANCING QUEEN
Feel the beat from the tambourine, oh, yeah!
LIVE LAUGH LOVE HEARTSTOPPER 🫶
Hi I'm Lilac!!!
I like artz!
!!IF SWEARING MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE YOU PROBABLY SHOULDN'T INTERACT WITH MY ACCOUNT!!
Cis girl, I go by She/they/he?? Any pronoun works for me
I go by Lilac for the most part online and really love being called it! But I'll also respond to Lewis, Anne, or Tori if you'd rather call me that!
I'm bisexual and I believe I for the most part very commonly feel alterous attraction! You can look it up if you want, but it sort of varies for everyone. it's commonly seen as a form of aromantic. Pretty much the best description I've heard of how I feel is like, "If you wanna, I wanna" I don't mind being friends, but I wouldn't mind dating
But also it's sort of js having relationships that cross the boundary of friendship but aren't exactly romantic, or maybe I want a relationship that like....we act like a couple, just without the kissing n stuff :3
I really <3 musicals, sum of the ones I know are SIX, Hamilton, Be More Chill, Dear Evan Hansen, Mean Girls, Legally Blonde, Rent, Heathers, 36 Questions, Epic
Some fandoms I'm in are,
Kipo
Frieren
Demon Slayer
Sally Face
Omori
Hazbin hotel
Riordenverse
Helluva Boss
Osemanverse
VAT7K
Tangled
Little nightmares
Stranger Things
and others of course lol
My best friend is lowkey my whole world tbh (I would @ her but she doesn't have an accountT-T)
love you all
Sillez <333
@Liz_timeeee ♡ FRIEREN MENTIONED??
@silly-art3487 Ya sillez
@好爱你哦 I'm sad you quit ;<
@꥟✿˚✧ ₊⁎ ˚✧ƙׁׅ֑ᨵׁׅꪱׁ✧༚✿꥟ mehehehhe
@(READ BIO NOW!!!!) 𝕻𝖊𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖗! balalala
@𝕸𝖆𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖞
@SABBIE‼️‼️‼️ follow. Now.
@gaynor sparkles
@Aᨵׁׅꪱׁׅ Aƙׁׅ֑ɑׁׅ֮ꪀׁׅꫀׁׅܻ mreow
THE MOST AMAZING SILLEZ SPECIAL SHOUTOUTS YOU'RE MY FAVORITES PEOPLES
@wax📎sort of hiatus 
The Plague. ALSO ALICE OSEMAN LOVER??
@👁️👁️ Will ✨(Vinson)✨ 👁️👁️ LEGIT MY TWIN?? Hope you know you're always enough and I'm proud of you for getting up in the morning. I know it's hard, just keep surviving. <333 
@✨LORD.Bink_Da_Flop✨ <33333 I AM PLATONICALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU
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Ommmmllll COSMICCC I luv your art and stufz SOO SO SO much oh mah ger!!! @ART CONTEST- Çð§mêvïl🌙✨ is supa silly and I look up to them like that school friend in the year above
I'm an atheist, but have full belief that YOU should decide what you think is true for yourself, so I'll never force that one on anyone! Saying this as, if you try to force your opinion onto me, I WILL be annoyed. Don't tell people they're wrong about their personal opinions/beliefs.
"It's okay not to be okay, but it's not okay to do nothing about it" Is absolute bullshit in my opinion. People should not be telling people how to deal with problems they themselves obviously don't have. Maybe it's supposed to be kind. Not sure. It feels super passive aggressive to me. My health teacher had a poster of this in like the sixth grade and I still can't get over how mad it makes me.
I'm normally pretty nice so just ask if you've got questions ig? I could really use some more people to chat w/!
Emotional/Verbal abuse IS real abuse. Your trauma still counts!
DNI!!!! @quiet_woods @🦌🫀 𝔇𝔯. 𝔏𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯 🫁🍴 Trans/Homophobes, zoophiles, dickheads, TRUMP SUPPORTERS!!!, belief/opinion forcers, and pretty much just rude people in general.
My alt/old account is @*_~Lilac~_* incase anyone was wondering lolz. I really don't use it much anymore
Everyone here is so kewl and awesome. I luv you guys <333
"The idea that bullying means that you fancy someone is basically the foundation of domestic abuse." -Becky Allen, Solitaire
“All friendships are selfish. Maybe if we were all selfless, we would leave each other alone.” -Tori Spring, Solitaire
“There’s a time and a place for being normal. For most people, normal is a default. But for some, like you and me, normal is something we have to bring out, like putting on a suit for a posh dinner.” -Michael Holden, Solitaire
“And there's sort of a moment where everyone's sitting and thinking, you know? Like that feeling when you finish watching a film. You turn off the TV, the screen is black, but the pictures are replaying in your head and you think what if that's my life? What if that's going to happen to me? Why don't I get that happy ending? Why am I complaining about my problems?” -Tori Spring, Solitaire
“Everyone’s attractive, to be honest, even if it’s just something small, like some people have beautiful hands. I don’t know. I’m a little bit in love with everyone I meet.” -Michael Holden, Solitaire
“I don’t want people to be worried about me. There’s nothing to worry about. I don’t want people to try and understand why I’m the way I am, because I should be the first person to understand that. And I don’t understand yet. I don’t want people to interfere. I don’t want people in my head, picking out this and that, permanently picking up the broken pieces of me.” -Tori Spring, Solitaire
“Some people aren't meant for school... That doesn't mean they aren't meant for life." -Michael Holden, Solitaire
"I swear to God I'm a freak. I mean it. One day I'm going to forget how to wake up." -Tori Spring, Solitaire
"You can fly, Michael." -Tori Spring, Solitaire
"It's funny because it's true" Tori Spring, Solitaire
Solitaire by Alice Oseman is honestly such a good book with wonderful themes and has wonderful quotes. I recommend heavily! Here's a website to some good ones, (Most of the Quotes above are on there :3)
https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/39901420-solitaire?page=3
Uhm yeah!
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I'm js trying to live yo! You're trying to live too <3 We're all trying our best <33
You can dance! You can Jive! Having the time of your liffeee
YOU ARE THE DANCING QUEEN
Feel the beat from the tambourine, oh, yeah!
LIVE LAUGH LOVE HEARTSTOPPER 🫶
Hi I'm Lilac!!!
I like artz!
!!IF SWEARING MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE YOU PROBABLY SHOULDN'T INTERACT WITH MY ACCOUNT!!
Cis girl, I go by She/they/he?? Any pronoun works for me
I go by Lilac for the most part online and really love being called it! But I'll also respond to Lewis, Anne, or Tori if you'd rather call me that!
I'm bisexual and I believe I for the most part very commonly feel alterous attraction! You can look it up if you want, but it sort of varies for everyone. it's commonly seen as a form of aromantic. Pretty much the best description I've heard of how I feel is like, "If you wanna, I wanna" I don't mind being friends, but I wouldn't mind dating
But also it's sort of js having relationships that cross the boundary of friendship but aren't exactly romantic, or maybe I want a relationship that like....we act like a couple, just without the kissing n stuff :3
I really <3 musicals, sum of the ones I know are SIX, Hamilton, Be More Chill, Dear Evan Hansen, Mean Girls, Legally Blonde, Rent, Heathers, 36 Questions, Epic
Some fandoms I'm in are,
Kipo
Frieren
Demon Slayer
Sally Face
Omori
Hazbin hotel
Riordenverse
Helluva Boss
Osemanverse
VAT7K
Tangled
Little nightmares
Stranger Things
and others of course lol
My best friend is lowkey my whole world tbh (I would @ her but she doesn't have an accountT-T)
love you all
Sillez <333
@Liz_timeeee ♡ FRIEREN MENTIONED??
@silly-art3487 Ya sillez
@好爱你哦 I'm sad you quit ;<
@꥟✿˚✧ ₊⁎ ˚✧ƙׁׅ֑ᨵׁׅꪱׁ✧༚✿꥟ mehehehhe
@(READ BIO NOW!!!!) 𝕻𝖊𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖗! balalala
@𝕸𝖆𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖞
@SABBIE‼️‼️‼️ follow. Now.
@gaynor sparkles
@Aᨵׁׅꪱׁׅ Aƙׁׅ֑ɑׁׅ֮ꪀׁׅꫀׁׅܻ mreow
THE MOST AMAZING SILLEZ SPECIAL SHOUTOUTS YOU'RE MY FAVORITES PEOPLES
@wax📎sort of hiatus The Plague. ALSO ALICE OSEMAN LOVER??
@👁️👁️ Will ✨(Vinson)✨ 👁️👁️ LEGIT MY TWIN?? Hope you know you're always enough and I'm proud of you for getting up in the morning. I know it's hard, just keep surviving. <333
@✨LORD.Bink_Da_Flop✨ <33333 I AM PLATONICALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU
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Ommmmllll COSMICCC I luv your art and stufz SOO SO SO much oh mah ger!!! @ART CONTEST- Çð§mêvïl🌙✨ is supa silly and I look up to them like that school friend in the year above
I'm an atheist, but have full belief that YOU should decide what you think is true for yourself, so I'll never force that one on anyone! Saying this as, if you try to force your opinion onto me, I WILL be annoyed. Don't tell people they're wrong about their personal opinions/beliefs.
"It's okay not to be okay, but it's not okay to do nothing about it" Is absolute bullshit in my opinion. People should not be telling people how to deal with problems they themselves obviously don't have. Maybe it's supposed to be kind. Not sure. It feels super passive aggressive to me. My health teacher had a poster of this in like the sixth grade and I still can't get over how mad it makes me.
I'm normally pretty nice so just ask if you've got questions ig? I could really use some more people to chat w/!
Emotional/Verbal abuse IS real abuse. Your trauma still counts!
DNI!!!! @quiet_woods @🦌🫀 𝔇𝔯. 𝔏𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯 🫁🍴 Trans/Homophobes, zoophiles, dickheads, TRUMP SUPPORTERS!!!, belief/opinion forcers, and pretty much just rude people in general.
My alt/old account is @*_~Lilac~_* incase anyone was wondering lolz. I really don't use it much anymore
Everyone here is so kewl and awesome. I luv you guys <333
"The idea that bullying means that you fancy someone is basically the foundation of domestic abuse." -Becky Allen, Solitaire
“All friendships are selfish. Maybe if we were all selfless, we would leave each other alone.” -Tori Spring, Solitaire
“There’s a time and a place for being normal. For most people, normal is a default. But for some, like you and me, normal is something we have to bring out, like putting on a suit for a posh dinner.” -Michael Holden, Solitaire
“And there's sort of a moment where everyone's sitting and thinking, you know? Like that feeling when you finish watching a film. You turn off the TV, the screen is black, but the pictures are replaying in your head and you think what if that's my life? What if that's going to happen to me? Why don't I get that happy ending? Why am I complaining about my problems?” -Tori Spring, Solitaire
“Everyone’s attractive, to be honest, even if it’s just something small, like some people have beautiful hands. I don’t know. I’m a little bit in love with everyone I meet.” -Michael Holden, Solitaire
“I don’t want people to be worried about me. There’s nothing to worry about. I don’t want people to try and understand why I’m the way I am, because I should be the first person to understand that. And I don’t understand yet. I don’t want people to interfere. I don’t want people in my head, picking out this and that, permanently picking up the broken pieces of me.” -Tori Spring, Solitaire
“Some people aren't meant for school... That doesn't mean they aren't meant for life." -Michael Holden, Solitaire
"I swear to God I'm a freak. I mean it. One day I'm going to forget how to wake up." -Tori Spring, Solitaire
"You can fly, Michael." -Tori Spring, Solitaire
"It's funny because it's true" Tori Spring, Solitaire
Solitaire by Alice Oseman is honestly such a good book with wonderful themes and has wonderful quotes. I recommend heavily! Here's a website to some good ones, (Most of the Quotes above are on there :3)
https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/39901420-solitaire?page=3
Uhm yeah!
Love you!
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I'm js trying to live yo! You're trying to live too <3 We're all trying our best <33
I got to see heathers live dude I’m sooo happy!
alsooo who’s ready for school to start again! (Not me gods please no let me out let me out let me out)
oh also I is started watching the summer Hikaru died and Freakaru arrived don’t mind me joining that fandom like a year late buuuut now I want the manga which which I prolly have to wait till my brother has a license and can drive me to a Barnes and noble since I CANNOT purchase that with my mother
sorry for being non existent this website gives me a bit of anxiety now just from things related to it and it's not using it in general just the thought of opening it and posting here makes my stomach hurt but yeah I'm not sure if I'll be back when school starts again or not, but thanks for caring if you're reading this!
I wrote a different post like this a bit ago but I think I posted it to a group and not my main I guess? hope you're doing lovely
Updates cause why not?
I got tomodachi life and it's really cute and fun, I married my best friend in it lol
And I'm really into sewing! I sewed a bag at the end of the school year out of jeans, I made a little doll of myself, a star shaped plushie, a wallet
I'm ALSO still writing that fan fiction if you saw that other post. It's terrible. It fills me with a sense of self disgust. It is a humiliation ritual to reread.
And I'm still writing it cause...I don't know I need to be doing SOMETHING w my life and also people read it and I can't leave them hanging so yeah
my varigo and solangelo hyper fixations are coming out of hibernation
and I'm addicted to listening to the heathers musical
anyone got that person they were so friendly with when young and then you stopped talking whether a fight or just didn't really interact and you don't really try to be near them, or ignore them for the most part, but when you HAVE to interact you just really miss being their number one?
God, I feel anxious around you, but dear GOD I want to be your friend again.
Maybe I'm just emotional, but I just miss all my friendships
R.I.P. the friendships with my best friend from preschool, my "sister" in kindergarten, bestie in second grade, and everyone else </3
I wish this was silly but how to say? I don't know
I can't really tell my attraction but I don't think this
I don't know
I can't hit an undo button?
I can't be a bad person?
"Omg she's so in love with you!"
But...but what? How did?
I don't I don't I don't
Fighting!Ignoringme!
She is?? But. But I-
I like her better?
Is that wrong?
Because I'm "With" you?
but am I?
I want tototo vomit from anxiety
not...helping?
Just text hearts and play along but my stomach doesn't like it
I'm not uncomfortable, I don't think. She hasn't done anything wrong, I just
It doesn't look right in my vision?
My tummy doesn't like it?
How do I say?
and you're so sweet but didn't you-
I can't connect the two
I can't UNCONNECT the two
I'm sorry that
I don't
did she
I don't know
what's real and what happened
I don't
"I'll be third wheeling, aha!"
No? I can't-
You can't be- I like you more-
I don't like her
I really like her
I don't
I don't know what attraction is
But I don't think this is it
don'tt tellme my close friend is ignoring you
I WILL take her side
I'd defend people I don't talk to if I cared about them first, really. At least a little
I put myself in not good situations
I don't know what to do??
I don't
I don't know?
I don't like this
any of this
*hug hug*
I just found out (If this is historically accurate don't trust the internet kids) that goodbye comes from a like 16th century slang letter shortening of "God be with ye" written as God b w ye at the end of letters and then Godbwye, and so read as goodbye so that's why we say goodbye/bye when we leave and I just think that if that's true it's really adorable man idk. Especially since when saying just Bye it's like saying "be with you" so you're saying you're with the person like spiritually or smth
I'm not sure how to convey why I really like this fact but it's awesome sauce
HAHA
my fuckass thick ass long ass matted ass brushed out hair after a shower T-T
the urge I get to pull that cute hairstyle of BALDNESS when my hair be testing me :>>
could be those dang mommy issues again. sigh
sorta, but u do u