"Have you ever felt disgusted with yourself for being too ordinary?

When I mentioned it to a friend he told me: "You're crazy, don't worry about it", which I just can't wrap my head around."
TECHNICALLY HAVE BEEN ON MAGMA SINCE
Oct 3rd 2024
(My old acc got deleted)

HOW AM I FEELING?

<I'm really enamored with some people...>

GENDERFLUID (They/She/He)
Michael Jackson reincarnated, Mene Tame's biggest kin <3
CALL ME HANDSOME IF YOU COMPLIMENT ME
PANSEXUAL-POLYAMOROUS-FICTOSEXUAL
IF YOU LOVE ME CALL ME COYOT-EEHEE
(NAMES I GO BY:
Coyote
Michael
Star
Koi Fish (ONLY KIE GETS TO CALL ME DIS >:3)
Mene
Andrew
Meneque (ONLY WHYTHOUGH GETS TO CALL ME DIS >:3)
Tami (ONLY SPUZE GETS TO CALL ME DIS >:3)
Coco (ONLY CYRUS GETS TO CALL ME DIS >:3)
Wolfie (ONLY BOBBY GETS TO CALL ME DIS >:3)

FIND ME:
Here (duh :P)
JOIN ME ON MY BASE JAM (Owned by me, plently of admins you can trust: https://magma.com/d/89xwg7WwdP )
Discord: starcoyote_70156
Scratch: https://scratch.mit.edu/users/StarCoyoteMene/
A03: https://archiveofourown.org/users/StarCoyote
Tumblrhttps//www.tumblr.com/settings/blog/starcoyote-menetame-mj

FANDOMS:
Michael Jackson, Guchiry, The Coffin Of Andy and Leyley, Pokemon, TADC, Warrior Cats, Wings of Fire
Loves: My fandoms, music, games, my lovly wives and husbands, YURI-
WEAKNESSES(?!):Pickup lines, extreme flirtation
PERSONALITY:Abnormal, Silly, Freaky (at times), Lovey
MY MARRIAGES I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH GUIOJPKIJHGY:
@KATHIEEEEEEE @kie-alt-shonen (THREESOME)
@｡♡•Starcaker•♡｡.hot dog toucher @.｡*ෆ╹Alex╹ෆ*｡. (THREESOME)
@Here4Ospuze (he/they)
@Ender ❤Mc💚(greaving badly)
@☆⋆roo!⋆☆ (iris)

NEW TIMES:
Mon 8:00 AM-8:50 AM, 10:50 AM-1:40 PM
Tues: OFFLINE
Wed 8:00 AM-1:40 PM
Thurs: OFFLINE
Fri: 8:00 AM-1:40 PM
Sat: OFFLINE (UNLESS ON BREAK @ WORK)
Sun: OFFLINE (UNLES ON BREAK @ WORK)
MY BESTIES (WIP):
ILY SM GUYS MWAHHHH
@Lunar stray kids fan
@Strawbunni (-7d)
@Ting
@⛥VØłĐɆ₦⛥
@[ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ : PrettyB (Fallen) 🪽]
@Otori0
@RUBBER_DUCK
MY TWIN!!!<3 :3 @RUBBER_DUCK
@Omo (Heart problems)
@iriz3family
@Here4Ospuze (he/they)
@💖Kie💅 (read post) (Also the only one who's allowed to call me Koi Fish)
@⟪⚔️⟫ 小さき亡霊 ⟪⚔️⟫ (Mom)
@𝔄𝔘𝔖𝔛 𝄈𝄑★ 𝄈𝄐 𝔥𝔦𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔰 (Uncle)
@𝖪ɑᑯ౿ 𝖲𝗍ɑ𝗋ડ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 (Mom/Dad)
@🥀🖤Via🖤🥀 (Mom)
@⛥VØłĐɆ₦⛥ (Mom)
@Lunar stray kids fan @jadehasbeenbanned @⛥VØłĐɆ₦⛥ @Angelic_Rose @Raine (they/xem) @Abandoned Account @SRT CHALLENGER {Bobby} @𖤐TRIXX(moth)𖤐 @✧･ﾟ: GG! :･ﾟ✧ (My children- I'm a mom/dad ^^)

The Abnormality Dancin Girl, IN REAL LIFE WHOS ALSO A HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE MOONWALKER!
QUOTES:
(BY ME:"I performed mouth to mouth resucitations before I learned what it actually was for" - Coyote
"I eat fruity mentos bc Im fruity as fu-" - Coyote)
"NO IM GAY"-Cyrus
"Blow up a walmart for me babe"-Alex
"bhjsfbsjl I mean byeeee?"-Becky
"Oh my goones"-Kie
"THATS BIG DADDY CRUTON TO U BOY"-Cyrus
"I wanna fight someone </3 Not u tho you're scary"-Liz
"I forgot pants..."-Russi
"HOLY FUCKING GRAMMAR"-Cyrus
"SUK MY BIG FAT COCK-"-Cyrus
"DID SHE DRAW ANOTHER PURPLE DICK?!"-Jackie
"You can turn anything into a hashtag like #iwillgutyou"-Void
"STOP DRAWING DICKS LIZZZY.. STOP DRAWING DIIIIII-"-Jackie
"Let me eat my crackers in peace TvT"-Bobby
"Just a btw this online family tree is weird asf. these tree was drunk asf when it grew"-Liz
"Angelically sings GAAAAAY"-Liz

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じしˍ,)ノ

DNI:
Perverts/Racists
Stalkers (unless you're one of my friends and you're just being silly)
Haters

x/x (Tuesday)

Cloudy again.

I didn't feel like studying..

I zoned out today, so I'm glad I didn't get called on..

x/x (Wedsnday)
Cloudy again.
Tomorrow’s when tests start.
As expected, I’ll study for them.

x/x (Friday)
Cloudy again.
There’s more tests today.
I feel like I answered the questions to some extent.
The studying was worth it.

x/x (Monday)
Cloudy again.
Our tests came back.
Even with all of that, I’m still stuck at an average score.
I don’t feel anything.

x/x (Tuesday)
Cloudy again.
It seems that _ from our class is entering some competition.
I don’t feel anything.

x/x (Wedsnday)
Cloudy again.
I was suddenly called by during break time.
Can’t help the rumors floating around.
I dont feel anything.

x/x (Thursday)
Cloudy again.
I have this feeling like something’s wriggling around in my head.
It’s uncomfortable.

x/x (Friday)
Cloudy again.
It’s all dirty when I look in the mirror. I wiped and wiped, but it doesn’t help.
It’s uncomfortable.

x/x (Monday)
Cloudy again.
In the morning assembly _ was condemned.
Seems like she got excellent grades.
I don’t care.
Its uncomfortable.

x/x (Tuesday)
Cloudy again.
Seems like there’s gonna be planning for the school festival.
That is gonna be in charge, everyone’s enthusiastic.
Its uncomfortable.

x/x (Wednsday)
Cloudy again.
The class decided to do a play.
was unexpectedly overjoyed. They were appointed behind the scenes by , the protagonist. I was a little happy. My head hurts.

x/x (Friday)
Cloudy again.
When I stroked the mirror, it cracked.
I cut my finger. I’m frustrated.

x/x (Monday)
Cloudy again.
All the talking around me is so noisy. asked me how the production was going. In the spur of the moment, I stumbled on my words. We managed to talk.

x/x (Tuesday)
Cloudy again.
Everything around me is so noisy.
I stumbled and touched the wound, so my fingers are dirty. I’m frustrated.

x/x (Wednsday)
Cloudy again.
The sounds are echoing in my head and it’s troubling me. I wipe and wipe but the dirt won’t come off my finger. _ met eyes with me and smiled. I’m not qualified enough for that.

x/x (Thursday)
’s voice is beautiful. Not just that, but everything about her is perfect to the point of abnormality.
How did I never notice this until now?

x/x (Friday)
Cloudy again.
_ talked to me. She stands out so extraordinarily. I feel like I was watching _ all day.

x/x (Monday)
Cloudy again.
What does _ have that I don’t?
I tried to imitate a little.
I feel like my heart’s calmed down.

x/x (Tuesday)
The mirror I just bought is dirty.
I wipe and wipe but it won’t go away.

x/x (Wednsday)
I tried talking to people around me just like .
I was met with different gazes than I usually get.
It’s kind of a special feeling.

x/x (Thursday)
I dared to talk to .
I think I talked more differently than I thought,
But I was interrupted halfway.
I don’t get it.

x/x (Friday)
I stared at the dirt on the mirror. For some reason the pattern looks beautiful.
I’ll put off wiping it for a while.

x/x (Saturday)
I had a strange dream.

X/X ( )

x/x (monday)
The pattern on the mirror changes every day.
When I talked to _ I got laughed at.
I couldn’t hear their voices.

x/x (tuesday)
For the past few days I’ve been seeing indecipherable dreams. The pattern on the mirror is beautiful.

x/x (Wednsday)
Another dream where I keep averting the gaze of others. My head hurts.

x/x (Thursday)
I dreamt of dancing in a dress.
My head hurts.

x/x (Friday)
In my dream was dancing with a stranger.
I woke up the second our eyes met.
My head hurts.

x/x (Saturday)
I slept 5 times.
I wanted to dream.
I’m irritated.

x/x ( )

x/x (Monday)
The beautiful me.
The beautiful you.
Is this love?

x/x (Tuesday)
I am me.
Who are you?
Are you also me?

x/x (Wedsnday)
I want to see you in my dreams.

x/x (Thursday)
I like you

x/x (Friday)
How happy I would be if I could become a butterfly like you.

x/x (Saturday)
Do I need to coordinate my sleeves to match with the toes of my shoes?

x/x (Sunday)
Sew together one by one
Along the line, stitch the dots
A collection for me alone.

x/x (Monday)
I transformed into a new me!

x/x (Tuesday)
The dream should have ended as a dream.
My longing should have been thrown away.

x/x (Wednsday)

_

x/x (Thursday)
You are me.
I am you.

x/x (Friday)
I like you

x/x (Saturday)
I feel disgusting.
I had a feeling like I wasn’t me.

x/x (Sunday)
Look at me

x/x (Monday)
Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me

x/x (Tuesday)
Looked.

x/x (Wedsnday)
Everyone’s so noisy.
Shut up.

x/x (Thursday)
Shut up.

x/x (Friday)
Shut up.

x/x (Saturday)
I saw a butterfly

x/x (Sunday)
I became a butterfly.

x/x ( )

Everything hurts.