I quit

I'm done
goodbye for the day or two days idk

check urself before u wreck urself

I'm not working this out because they don't wanna get help when they know they need it really bad so no I'm done with peoples shit especially them

and so are you

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. (I think I made you up inside my head.) God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade: Exit seraphim and Satan's men: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I fancied you'd return the way you said, But I grow old and I forget your name. (I think I made you up inside my head.) I should have loved a thunderbird instead; At least when spring comes they roar back again. I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. (I think I made you up inside my head.)"
the only song I wrote to them.

Way because you got me here, just feeling so damn helpless"
She says, "It's been a while. I guess I needed better luck"
And then he screams at her and tells her, "Baby, never cut!"
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen, pretty lady, you don't have to be alone
So, baby, don't cut, baby, don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend

Tell me who I am, guess I don't have a choice
All because I liked—
I'm the hot topic on your tongue
I'm a rebound gettin' 'round stealin' from the young
Tell me who I am, guess I don't have a choice
All because I liked a boy

(Ooh-ooh-ooh) But even though you're killing me, yeah
(Ooh-ooh-ooh) I need you like the air I breathe
(Ooh-ooh-ooh) I need, I need you more than me
(Ooh-ooh-ooh) I need you more than anything
(Ooh-ooh-ooh) Please, please

'Cause I could be your lover on a leash
Every other week, when you please
Oh, I could be anything you need
As long as you don't leave
The cut that always—.

Oh, I can't be your lover on a leash
Every other week, when you please
Oh, I can't be the kiss that you don't need
The lie between your teeth

The cut that always bleeds.................................................... ?

"I don't love you anymore"
A pretty line that I adore
Five words that I've heard before
'Cause you keep me on a rope
And tied a noose around my throat
You're gone then back at my door

'Cause if you're gonna leave, better leave, better do it fast
Can't live a little longer sitting on your lap
'Cause you know what you're doin' when you're comin' back
And I don't wanna have another heart attack

𝕀 𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕘𝕘𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕞𝕒𝕛𝕠𝕣 𝕕𝕖𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟 , 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕤𝕚𝕧𝕖 ℙ𝕋𝕊𝔻 , 𝕒𝕕𝕙𝕕, 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕕 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕗𝕝𝕚𝕔𝕥 , 𝕟𝕠𝕟-𝕤𝕠𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝, 𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕚𝕤𝕞 , 𝕒𝕟𝕩𝕚𝕖𝕥𝕪 𝕖𝕥𝕔. please note that if I feel sad I will talk dry or less.. I do struggle with vaping as well.. please note also that I don't have many friends..

As I recall, you were looking out of place
Gathered up your things and slipped away
No time at all, I followed you into the hall
Cigarette daydreams
You were only fourteen ...

the cut that always bleeds..

who wanna match pfps.. and talk for hours... I need sm1 :c

I'm tired of shit.

hey guys I'm back

heart was pounding , chest was beating , ...do it cause I like the pain....

I'm sorry I hate this.. I never felt so alone... I love you so much...