vent art

tw : this is vent art along with a rant,,, art has visuals of sm0king + implications of being h1gh + scars
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i drew how i actually look. for once,,because now I only draw my actual self negativity,,,fucking loser dude,ii actually cannot anymore. i feel so fucking invisible. I help others and i get nothing in return,,wwhat is everyone else doing to get comfort and love? wheres my comfort and love? i want that,,please. stupid fucking keith always falling in love with anyone who shows him the slightest bit of affection,,maybe thats why everyone leaves him. ii have been mid breakdown but comforting someone else because ii want to be useful. I want to be someone. i want to be rememerberd and i dont want to die as the kidwho got h1gh everyday to escape reality. Im such a shitty person behind the screen and im fucking gross and digusting. iishouldnt be here and i dont want too but its fine because people need me,,,but when they are done needing me then they'll leave and when i cry for help they wont bat an eye. so i learned to shut up and sit down and learn my place as the invisible kid,,,so its fine. ill live my life craving praise and validation and craving amoment where everything is about me,,,but ill never get it
because im a stupid fucking loser kid and no one cares when i vent. they only care when i listen,,im just the "nice boy" no one actually knows me for me.

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