new oc jordan !! (TW BLOOD AND SH SCARS!!)

heya so um before i start talking about her in this desc umm little desclaimer that suicide, drugs, and abuse is mentioned so read at your own risk!! also her lore is sorta twisted (this is the kind of oc that has too much unessacary traumatic lore)
okay you have been warned

so this is my new oc jordan, who um- killed herself. but theres lore behind that so here i go
jordan was raised extremly catholic (shes from spain btw) and her parents both died in a forest fire while camping when jordan was 8 years old. her parents were really nice and she really loved them. when her parents passed, she ended up living with her grandparents, which were super abusive, and they sent her to an all girls catholic school. this is where jordan realized she was bisexual. there was this girl (amy) that jordan started to date in the 8th grade. they dated till the 10th grade, when amys parents found them out, then told jordans grandparents. amy was so devasted that she killed herself and wrote her suicide letter specificlly to jordan, and it was a heart wrenching goodbye love letter. this tore jordans heart apart. her grandpa soon died after from heart faliure, and jordans grandma did not want to keep jordan, so she kicked her out. jordan ended up renting a really cheap apartment, and quit highschool. one night she went out to a bar and got all dressed up, thinking it might get her mind off of things. she met some girls in the ladies room doing dr^gs and jordan joined in. she felt so horrible afterwards, all her horrible memorys of amy and her death came to jordan, and she killed herself in the bathroom of the bar. she was 17.
this is why in the drawing she depicted as an angel, cuz she just died, and just "got her wings"
sorry yall that was alot

ART NOTES:
i crushed this piece in just one day heh
ive never drawn wings like this before and it was so fuckin hard i had to look up tutorials of how to draw them
i used the lasso tool alot on this and im starting to get more comfortable using it :)
uhh expiremented with using prints and textures for the clothes and it was fun heh
bro i locked in on the hair shading and you cant even tell cuz the head is so small sigh </3

k thats it heh

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