"good afternoon good evening and goodnight"

/ref

@Sippy/tavros alt

lets hope it works

so I know this is abrupt and all but today is the last day I will be online due to some personal times which means
yes. I am forced to quit.
i know this might make some of you sad so lets hope I get an alt or something soon. I love you all (platonically of course) and I love you the most Andrew <3

don't worry its nothing with my parents, just some school problems, I'll be okay. and its only temporary :)

/gen /srs

who are these people following me tweaks

/pos /nsrs

so like I may have had a mini(?) spiral and I just fucking LOVE MY HUSBAND SO MUCH for helping me through it <3 <3 <3 <3 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

/ilyandrew<3 /kindasrs

also I may have cried for the first time in a WHILE so yeah '_'

i cracked under the pressure and my brain is break-breaking
doctor Caine doctor please don't tell me again
I know my heart is fine
ribbon-blood pressure alright tell me
tell me why does my mask break who I am inside?
doctor, Caine doctor
say isnt this your job?
he says "patients be patient" as he glitches they say
"come back when somethings wrong."

/lyr /ref /kindadownlmao

uhhhhh mild take

as someone who gets tired when I'm bored, don't get mad at me if I end up falling asleep, my sleep schedule is already absolute BUNZ and you shaking/yelling/anything else to wake me up will just make me groggy and mad, AND since it takes a LONG TIME for me to fully wake up I usually end up falling right back to sleep ;_;

/idfkifeltlikesayingts

GUYS THE FRIEND YAOI IS NO LONGER FRIENDS ITS BOYFRIEND YAOI!!!!!! YAOI YAOI WE MUST CHANT YAOI IN THE COMMENTS >:D

heeeeheee I feel the better now trust me ^_^

/ooc

so um, I just wanted to say somethings, to myself and others.

I think my mental health is getting bad, to the point I'm starting to get more and more disturbing thoughts I wouldn't think of before, like s/h.

I feel like I should carry everyone on my shoulder, be the reliable sponge for everyone to vent to and I can help. I try so hard to be that type of person because I enjoy seeing people be happy after helping them, I've always been an empathic person.

yet I guess everyone has a limit and I think I'm reaching mine.

I'm not taking a break don't worry, I just needed to get this off my chest and head. :)

I may need to go on intwc tho, first time I've ever used it though.

sometimes I wish I had a front i could use so I didn't have to feel so pissy and depressed all the time.

/gen

thingamajig for something E V I L

https://tinyurl.com/23xroah2

uhh cough cough just putting this here because some of my friends have said their eyes hurt while looking at my art-

HEY LOOK HERE FIRST BEFORE LOOKING AT MY ART

TW MY ART IS VERY and I mean very BRIGHT/MULTIPLE BRIGHT COLORS IF THIS HURTS YOUR EYES (or more) TRY TO AVOID MY POSTS/DRAWINNGS

behind the scenes. - USER

WARNING PRETTY TRIPPY ART COUGH COUGH

gabagool
:P

/ooc /silly

so uh I feel better rn- I think I was just in a bad mood yesterday
;_;

/hoorah /yippee

I'm having some thoughts. I keep zoning out. yesterday I wondered if I shoulld scratch at my wrist and ALMOST did, today I keep zoning out and wondering if I should get the small knife from the kitchen cabinet. I'm tired. I don't want to but it feels like its getting harder to not.

/vent /srs /idontknowwhattodo.

Im being jx1 from that one episode

/evil /WHYHAVEITAKENSOLONGTOPOST/ooc

:(

/ic /arg

[on paper] who is papernote and why did they follow and like me..

/ic /arg

[on paper] I like writing. its calming.

/ic /arg