[𝕃𝟘𝕍𝟛ℝ] SirBoxHead-2

Well I’m probably done with magma guys. And honestly I don’t expect anyone to see this.m, but in the slight chance you do. Thank you. Everyone who’s ever been there for me. Especially Val and Rocket. Love you guys/p I’ll have my discord in my bio or something so if you wanna chat don’t hesitate. Anywhoozle, everyone I’ve met in this platform has been an angel from above and you’ve all helped me through my worst moments and even read my horribly broken poems lol. And I’m only leaving because I just have other things. I wanna be a therapist and so I’m studying hard this year and from now on. Like I said, love you all /p goodnight and or day peeps!

I should probably start making positive poems yeah? Mb peeps

If not me, who should I be? For I feel separated like a flower with no bee.
an anchor set down and lost under sea.

I am gone, away from most. Yet no one can see I’m no longer close.

I’m far from sight and far too gone. If I’m not here tomorrow the world will move on.

Like a story untold, a chapter not finished. I’m not me, because I’m unfinished.

If I were a bird I’d have no wings.

If I were a knife I’d have no blade.

If I were a rainbow I’d have no color.

And if I were someone else I’d be better.

Me, myself and I are not the same people. They are the combination of failures I have become.

For what is life? I shall not know, but when I look forward to what I’ll become all I see is a head filled with the failures I soon will become.

For I’m not a bird, I’ll never have wings.

I’m not a knife, I’ll never have a blade.

And I’m not a Rainbow, so I’ll never have color.

But I am me. Chained down, dull, and colorless.

If I could go back, I’d change a lot about me.

How I talk, how I walk, and how I look in everything.

I regret to be me and I wish I wasn’t me. But I’m stuck in my one prison, faced to see…me.

I regret it all, I’m sorry for being…this. I apologize to everything that had to witness…this….me.

A day, a day. I wish to see. Yet the clouds hold back the gleam.

I wish to see some bright full day, but the gloom inside says, “not today.”

For my tears are like rain, heavy and sad. But I hide them away in my mask of glad.

My fake joy is my tomb that no one sees, as my muffled begs yell, “please..please.”

I did it! YASS, thanks to Spike for the idea!!
I have made a new ukulele song :3
Luv you alls

Soo I’m planning on making a new song for my ukulele but idk what the song should be about so if you have any ideas please let me know!

Drew this on my phone erm..happy early Halloween??

Elle my goober Mc goobersins, after disappearing for what felt like forever, I’m comeing back! I will have a schedule on when I’m online and I’ll put that here and on my bio! Love you all have a great day!!

Schedule: Monday’s, Wednesdays, and every other weekend! Usually getting on around 6-7 pm.
(Edit note: I’m almost to 300 followers WHAT?! Wha did I even do thanks everyone)

Yo Val or whoever knows, what happened to Rocket? Are they ok??

Poem of the day:
Through the dead leaves, and past the grey skies. There is light that always lies.
Don’t take it for granted, don’t try to shake it off. Take the chance and let the light evolve.
For if you don’t, and you walk on past. The leaves will stay dead. So will the skies.
-SirBoxHead, “have a super Sunday!”

From the shadows, I return. Hopefully not forgotten.

Hey guys nice to see you all still! You all grow up so fast TvT keep up the great work! See ya later peeps!

Hello peeps I’m officially back from the mother land! Ily all and I’m sorry I just disappeared like I did. I hope you all remember me lol.

I’m coming back from Poland Friday!!! Yippee! Can’t wait to be back lya <3

Good morning peeps! Just a progress report, I’ll be home sooner than expected. I’ll be back in three or four days :) can’t wait to be back lya!

I’ll be returning soon peeps, first a trip to my mother land to see some very old friends. Yep TO POLAND! So until I return see ya! (Maybe like two weeks..or three idk but then I’ll return)

I think..death is kinda scary…especially when your In The situation…at least I’m on a towel..I can’t stain the carpet that way

Gn peeps…forever?…idk..but remember boxes..never leave..they just fade into the background..hey Vail “You’re doing great! I hope you do this more!” you’ll find that same note somewhere else. And for you Rocket, don’t waste a tear on me. Thus I am not to be mourned just..don’t take this as a forever goodbye…just..a break. Gn