I Wanna Ask Something

(Edit: I've quit distracting, and started playing less, to make playing feel less like a chore. Just look at the funny drawing.) I've become worse at distracting than ever. I can barely distract past five floors in a row no matter what distractable twisteds I have, and extracting doesn't feel fulfilling to me anymore. I've also lost that mastery hungry spark that I used to have. I don't want to quit distracting let alone the whole game. I've been thinking about quitting distracting, but distracting is the thing that makes playing decently fulfilling. I don't want to quit the game because it means a lot to me. I don't want to stay doing the thing I'm doing, but either choice feels like I'm loosing a small bit of my soul. What do I do?