Did I do good trying to draw this body type?


(I won't post as much, because I'm focusing on my scratch account.) You can call me Ruby, Harvey, Tucker, or Tam if yr not going to @ me. I go by all pronouns. I draw stuff, mostly fandom stuff. You will most likely hate me. If you hate me please make me dead to you, and go away. Here you can see random stuff from my fandoms, but mostly AU stuff, dev logs, cheap backgrounds, craposts, and more. My fandoms are The Battle Bricks, Deltarune, Wobble Dogs, TC2, Tomadatchi Life, Toonwell Tales, and FNAF.
(I won't post as much, because I'm focusing on my scratch account.) You can call me Ruby, Harvey, Tucker, or Tam if yr not going to @ me. I go by all pronouns. I draw stuff, mostly fandom stuff. You will most likely hate me. If you hate me please make me dead to you, and go away. Here you can see random stuff from my fandoms, but mostly AU stuff, dev logs, cheap backgrounds, craposts, and more. My fandoms are The Battle Bricks, Deltarune, Wobble Dogs, TC2, Tomadatchi Life, Toonwell Tales, and FNAF.
The only reason I've been considering myself in the FNAF fandom is because I'm a Balloon Boy fictionkin, and because Foxy is my comfort character. I only know a summarized version of the pre SB arc. I haven't played any of the games, and I'm a questioning poser. Edit: Help me question I beg you. Edit 2: How did this get fifty views, and no one helping me? Edit 3:I'm fine now Larping is about not caring about the media, not about how much you know, and interact with the media.
You know it's bad when you use pain to stop yourself.
(So, I keep on being horny as shit. It's gotten bad to the point I s/h to try, and stop myself, but that only works for a quick moment. I keep on doing it, and I hate it. I hate myself. If only I never saw those fixing R34 vids that led to all of this. I hate it. I hate it... I sicken myself so much.)
(Edit: Yeah I'm leaving.) I'm not sure if I wanna actually leave, because turns out there's thing thing I found out about called not caring. There are multiple people I'm friends with who are aware, don't support, and still continue to stay with Dandy's World, and seem as happy as they would be being carefree like that.
(Edit: I've quit distracting, and started playing less, to make playing feel less like a chore. Just look at the funny drawing.) I've become worse at distracting than ever. I can barely distract past five floors in a row no matter what distractable twisteds I have, and extracting doesn't feel fulfilling to me anymore. I've also lost that mastery hungry spark that I used to have. I don't want to quit distracting let alone the whole game. I've been thinking about quitting distracting, but distracting is the thing that makes playing decently fulfilling. I don't want to quit the game because it means a lot to me. I don't want to stay doing the thing I'm doing, but either choice feels like I'm loosing a small bit of my soul. What do I do?