જ⁀➴ "In my monochrome world, you are the most colorful thing I ever saw..." ༊⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

╰┈➤ 𝕶𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖊'𝖘 𝖇𝖎𝖔!

ᯓ★ age: 17

✧ status: I LOVE MY MAN FUCK OFF @liam
✧ sexuality: sorry ladies I'm straight >:P
✧ ethnicity: italia :D (and like 30% mexican)
✧ country: germany
✧ colors: purple, red, and black

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᯽ music: mindless self indulgence, nirvana, system of a down, metallica, 6arelyhuman, 9lives, odetari, juice wrld, kanii
᯽ shows: welcome to derry, stranger things, breaking bad, the office, ginny and georgina, 56 days, the amazing digital circus, hazbin hotel, helluva boss, the owl house
᯽ movies: scream, f1, drive me crazy, saw, the conjuring, scary movie, annabelle
᯽ animes: my hero academia, jujutsu kaisen, bungo stray dogs, death note, one piece, blue lock, demon slayer, alien stage, hunter x hunter, naruto, the summer hikaru died

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𖦹 likes: cats, sharks, food, sleeping, meeting ppl, racing cars (f1, nascar), trumpet, electric guitar, soccer, tennis, horror movies
𖦹 dislikes: corn, EGGNOG (EUGH), toxic/rude ppl, attention seekers,

𖦹 problems!: (mild) adhd, depression, suicidal thoughts/tendencies, sh, (high) anxiety, huge overthinker, trust issues, attachment issues, i DON'T talk about my parents or family, it's hard for me to open up, HUGE COCK- i mean uhm cough cough who said that...wind's acting up today O_O''

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⏾ games: cookie run kingdom, apex legends, minecraft, vr chat, call of duty, grand theft auto, animal crossing, resident evil, hollow knight, pokemon, super smash bros, fortnite, MARVEL RIVALS AAAAAHHHHHH

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Mm-mm, mm-mm-mm-mm, mm-mm-mm, uh
I can't breathe (Chopsquad), I can't breathe, 999
Waiting for the exhale
I toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well

I can't breathe, I'm waiting for the exhale
Toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well
Still no luck, but oh, well
I still try even though I know I'm gon' fail
Stress on my shoulders like a anvil
Perky got me itching like a anthill
Drugs killing me softly, Lauryn Hill
Sometimes I don't know how to feel

Ring-ring, phone call from depression
You used my past and my memories as a weapon
On the other line, I talk to addiction, huh
Speaking of the devil, all the drugs, I miss them

This can't be real, is it fiction?
Somethin' feels broke, need to fix it
I cry out for help, do they listen?
I'ma be alone until it's finished

This is the part where I tell you I'm fine, but I'm lyin'
I just don't want you to worry
This is the part where I take all my feelings and hide 'em
'Cause I don't want nobody to hurt me

I can't breathe, I'm waiting for the exhale
Toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well
Still no luck, but oh, well
I still try even though I know I'm gon' fail
It's stress on my shoulders like a anvil
Perky got me itching like a anthill
Drugs killing me softly, Lauryn Hill
Sometimes I don't know how to feel

Sometimes I don't know how to feel
Let's be for real
If it wasn't for the pills, I wouldn't be here
But if I keep taking these pills, I won't be here, yeah

I just told y'all my secret, yeah
It's tearing me to pieces
I really think I need them
I stopped taking the drugs and now the drugs take me

This is the part where I tell you I'm fine, but I'm lyin'
I just don't want you to worry
This is the part where I take all my feelings and hide 'em
'Cause I don't want nobody to hurt me

I can't breathe, I'm waiting for the exhale
Toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well
Still no luck, but oh, well
I still try even though I know I'm gon' fail
It's stress on my shoulders like a anvil
Perky got me itching like a anthill
Drugs killing me softly, Lauryn Hill
Sometimes I don't know how to feel

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Lil something for my man bcs I’m head over heels for him :

I’ve done the math and u r officially my favorite person in the entire word. just talking abt u, thinking about u, talking to u automatically makes my entire day better. without u idk what I would do and I never thought I could love someone sm even if it’s thru a screen ❤️
Every day that I don’t talk to u, I feel so empty and ur literally like my other half
I hope I never lose u and one day we actually get to see each other in person bcs that would literally make my entire life complete
If it wasn’t clear, I LOVE YOU!!!