!!TW: BRIGHT COLORS, EYESTRAIN!!

Please lower your brightness if this puts too much of a strain on your eyes, I don't want to be the cause of you to have worsened eyesight 🥹🫶
anyways does this design looks familiar to y'all??
well it shouldn't so I'll tell y'all about it
when I was younger, I was in the FPE fandom and had this OC named Izzy, that's why I don't mind being called Izzy 🥹
but she basically had her hair up in pigtails with bows on the side of her hair with an oversized black hoodie and leg warmers. She also had horns and a tail
I stopped drawing her in 6th grade or the summer of 7the because the fandom didn't really catch my eye anymore since the creator get a ton of backlash and threats.
But ye 🥹 that's where this design comes from ^^
anyways this is to represent what I see when I get up to fast and how I feel
the red on her stomach represents how my stomach can feel like it's bleeding or eating up itself, the hunched posture is representing how hard it is to stand up straight properly, the bright flashy colors is represented in a way that colors become more vivid and bright when I feel like passing out, the unique eye difference and choice is to match the bight colors and to make it a bit more unsettling, the laughing people behind her is to represent the mockery little kid me felt when people would notice that I almost passed out, everything else was added cuz I felt like it tied things together
anyways stay safe cupidlings