!!TW:Mentions of Self-Harm, Eating Disorder, Starvation, Mentions on Body Dysmorphia!!
If you don't like this then don't read it! This is for expressive purposes!
Okay so, im perfect, health wise, but i binge eat so much, i tried to stop, I tried starving myself to lose weight(i weight 94.6ibs) but i always gain it back by eating again, i tried doing OMAD fasting but i hated it. I hate my body so much, Its like....I cant feel comfortable in my own body or my own skin, i tend to deal with that by music or SH.
Quote/Lyric :
"I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars 'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star? I want to be torn apart excruciatingly I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed" - Sushi Soucy
If you feel like this, please know your never alone! This is my own way of dealing with it although it is bad and harmful but it helps me.
Suicide Lifeline(US):988
Thank You so much!!!
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