Yo gng vent post fr!!!!!!!!!!!!<3 saying its a vent post so those who dont like reading them can scroll! ^ ^
I feel like I'm reqlly good at childish stuff but really bad at the more mature things. What I mean is that I'm close-ish to being a legal adult and at my age a lot of people can drive a car and have a credit card and have their first job and know about certain things. I however, dont know how to drive a car, had to ask my.mom to change the pin on my credit card number (cuz I forgot despite writing it down in two different places and saying the pin a tonna times, but then I lost the 2 things I wrote the pin on and then cldn't remember the pin), and I feel like I generally dont know a lot of stuff that I should either know better or a lot more about. It doesn't really help that I have interests that seem more childish like the cartoons I watched as a kid, webshows, learning about animals, sanrio, pastel colors, and generally cuter stuff with either bright or pastel colors. Doesn't really help either that I get really excited sometimes and I lowk show it (tho I haven't in a while cuz I keep getting told I need to calm down). I never really cared about this until one specific person started commenting on everything i do basically (like how weak i am, how thin I am, how I laugh, how I dress, what i like, ehat I dislike, what i know about, what I dont know about, that i need to take example from my parents, that im too similar to my parents, that im too talkative, that im too quiet and that "it was endearing when i over talked," that i need to broaden my horizens, and that i know things that are too niche). But i feel like a bad person for not being able to get along with them bcuz everyone i know lieks them quite a bit and even my friends think they are really funny. Lowk just wanted to say all that even tho it doesnt bother me most days, just wanted to kinda say it cuz I feel like judgement from people i dont know is way less worse than judgement from people i dont know




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