kein (yakko)

watchlist:
A ReGect
Eddsworld
all of the froggydude videos (I'm a larpity larp )
unstable smp
Blame!
endacopia
game theory
comment more recs and ill consider adding them

NEW boundaries post my old one i didnt fw
name: yakko (randoms) kevin (irls and dnuil people)
lithroaroace and transmasc
pronouns:
she her: NOOO
they/them: okay id prefer randoms use these
he/him: yes this is good i like these
it/its: im gonna block you (if you meant it /offen
neos: no not really
boundaries:
NO friends of @/radioapple_magma
DONT GROOM (miner)
dni maga, racists, transphobes
DMS ARE OPEN ONLY TO PEOPLE I KNOW FROM FEED if i dont recognize you im gonna delete the dm
I fking hate clankers, cogsuckers and third party thinkers idgaf genai users are subhuman to me

hii just had something horrible happen to me.
okay, to start, ive always had this bizzare ability to dream in different layers, so i can dream within a dream
today i decided to go deeper
i met different versions of myself within these dreams, layer 1 below me was named katelynn. she was a sprunky young tomboy from the 1950s. layer 2 below me was a 6-8 year old aristocratic girl from the 1800s named maria.
layer 3 below me, something really bad happened. i was in an alternate universe nyc in the future, i think 2050s, where an apocalypse had happened. i looked up into the sky and saw this giant eye shaped cloud. i was flooeded with dread knowing it would see me but i did NOT want it too. i tried to sneak out, but to no avail. it saw me and dragged me back to my room. i tried to get out again but it dragged me back, and as it stared at me its pupils expanded. it was like it was going to give me a fate worse than death, and send me to a place worse than hell. (or something) i was so scared i immediately jumepd back up to katelynn's layer and begged her to help me, saying that i had done something wrong. she told me i needed to wake up instantly or else something bad would happen, since i wasnt ready to go that deep yet. i woke up, but there were strange things happening. i couldnt open my eyes at all, and the world was morphing around me. i would fall asleep and wake up on the sidewalk, or forget that i was enrolled into a private school. and i was haunted by memories of it. i tried so hard to open my eyes that i caught a glimpse of the real world, and realised i had been trapped dreaming for days. i immediately slipped back in the dream but i was panicking. i tried to find katelynn, and she told me that i had to wake up now because something had followed me back. she drew me a picture of a purple rabbit and told me to avoid it at all costs. i woke up to the real world but kept getting dragged back in, such as waking up and getting out of bed only to greet my mom and realise i was still asleep. this happened multiple times. i would wake up (actually) and feel the intense need to go back to sleep, even though i knew i was going into 'its domain'. i am so scared. i woke up now, but it felt so real. i could see, hear, touch, and FEEL and taste textures. i was experiencing another dimension, and i am so scared to go back to sleep. this has happened before, but ive never had a negative experience, its always been mainly neutral. /vvsrs. what do i do???