ignore this now please lelelele

I almost didn’t finish this I just wanted to get this out I’ve been feeling horrible these last 2 months I didn’t go to anyone because everytime I get ignored and I also feel that I have been getting more ignored recently the most I get anymore is a hello and that’s it sometimes I get jealous that I can’t be someone’s best person even if they are my best person I don’t have anyone there’s always someone else I don’t know I’ve been wanting to get worse hoping someone would notice but it never seems that way every time I get on magma it makes my day worst almost always but I wasn’t ever good enough for drawing this community or magma itself I wanted to stay until April for their birthdays but i’m drained I don’t have motivation and because my birthday is in April but I don’t think anyone of my friends will remember like always it’s either they don’t know or I get made fun of for whatever im also scared I’ll lost him something happened and now he seems less excited to see me it feels like I ruin the mood whenever I’m there the venting is going on for a bit so I’ll end it but if you wanted to know just because I feel like it my sona the moth one obviously is named blight because most plants start decaying after she touches them did you also know she can turn invisible and get faster for a short period of time I got rid of this one but she was able to turn larger and whatever she was holding would become whatever size she was but it was honestly taken like a joke so whatever did you also know there was about 2 sides one pictured her as a goddess and allat and the other depicted her as a beast or monster with bloodlust allat kinda stuff that was also lustful because like yk sirens are seen as lustful I’m not trying to make it weird but anyways I’m done I’m going for now but please don’t remove and erase every trace of me and please just don’t forget me but being honest only yu zu sock and Tina will probably see this but for now the sun will go down and the moon will take the spotlight in all its beauty

(iwc) vik
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Sock
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dummiez
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eski ♪
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