I got bored and wanted to draw myself as an Idol, I LOVE how I look like a giant piece of lemon cherry and orange flavored candy :3
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Hey there! Are you reading this? Awesome!
So...here's a story for you.
Long ago I came to be, unkowing and truly naive. I developed a mind, a way of being. "The great reset is coming!", a past me would be exclaiming. At the occasional turn, my current version fizzles out. A finite burn, no matter how stout.
Born with a face and eyes to see, I can't recognize my face sadly. Every molt tossed away, left in the sand to decay. You will se me molt again, for permanence is a nonexistant gain.
Hey there! Are you reading this? Awesome!
So...here's a story for you.
Long ago I came to be, unkowing and truly naive. I developed a mind, a way of being. "The great reset is coming!", a past me would be exclaiming. At the occasional turn, my current version fizzles out. A finite burn, no matter how stout.
Born with a face and eyes to see, I can't recognize my face sadly. Every molt tossed away, left in the sand to decay. You will se me molt again, for permanence is a nonexistant gain.
Got bored and doodled a knight, I know I could go further with the details but I got bored by the reflections in the armor.
It's litterally just a shitpost I made from a joke with my friends lol
Flesh....Meat...food...delicacy... I recognize the privilige of being able to consume meat, regularly. I barely care for the off-taste of stressed meat, meat of ANY kind is a delicacy worthy of one's enjoyment!
The first sensations of thrill from taking another's life, wwere obviously when I played violent games as a young and then it grew. Like a tumour, the more it feeded the more it grew along with me. At first it came from the sensation of victory, I beat them in a competition and thus may have whatever the prize is. Then it evolved, from looting to eating to sacrificing to harvesting, to take the life of another to use their corpse is a powertrip like no other. I've never killed another man, and I dare not do that unprovoked.
Eat your veggies kids! :3
Well it was fun joining! ,Just look at these two~
(I decided to inherit the same ability as my predecessor, complete anatomical self-control! Just keep a super dense core of mass inside of yourself and then convert it to any given limb or organs that you'll need!
Oh? What's a RIMWORLD? It's a funny little game where you're on some random far-abandoned planet called a RIMWORLD. In its vanilla state it's basically just a classic survival colony game with emphasis on story and intimate relations with your pawns.
With MODS and DLCS however, you can turn it into a cult-starting gene-modding geneva convention-speedrunning, mass industrial hellscape-causing, death-maxxing, hellscape where everyone on that planet is stuck with YOU. Add robots with guns and you've become a pest to litterally every tribal faction in the game!
What's that? Harvesting enemy organs post-mortem for money? Well they came here first intending to kill us!
What's that? Resurrecting entire families worth of people using "gross injector organs" in order to arm them with blood-stained junk and send them off to kill people? My corpse freezer was getting full!
What's that? Building several mechsuits, entombing people in massive suits of armor, and giving several people various brain conditions through hypoxia damage via an injuries overhaul through gross medical negligence? Look how many anti-algorythim buzzwords I can fit in!
If you wanna spend a day in the life of WW2 Joseph Stalin but with spacer technology available but not guaranteed , then RIMWORLD is for you!
Back again, that...didn't take long, oh well! Like my new look? A cheetah and lion hybrid, just fits well personality-wise~
Well then...I guess I can already accept the next metamorphosis. I'll be going, for now.
Not again, must I lose sense of my very being each and every damn time? Are they fading? The me's?.....Am III fading?....
A never-ending cycle of life, growth, death, and rebirth. Is that what I'm cursed to be as a being? With every version of me that dies, another passes my grave ready to take my position. Will this ego die yet again? WHY AM I A RESURRECTING CORPSE`??? I DONT UNDERSTAND, HOW CAN YOU PEOPLE BE SO SURE OF YOUR VERY BEINGS WWHEN I CANT EVEN CONFIRM MY OWN FACE?? Is this....what I must do?Not die litterally, but take on a new face which to look at you with? Man, I'm growing quite the bad habit...
Am I a boy?
Am I a human?
Am I a threat?
Am I a We?
Am I an angel?
Am I a demon?
Am I god?
Am I alive?
Am I anything at all?
Am I one?
Am I the original?
Am I an heir?
Am I....What am I? WHat are WE?.... Am I....nothing?
A silly lil' doodle of Orphie and Magus, by far one of my/our FAVORITE agnets in terms of story, design, personality, and just their overall vibes. Even their gameplay is so fun to me/us despite them attacking mostly without being controlled.
Luca: Woahhh, this place...It might actually become really awesome and lively if the project is to begin! DOn't you think so little m-....Oh, you must have dissolved your pain sensors awhile ago, where's your arm? Eh, feed and water you and you'll instantly restore your blood...
Alas, we'll pull of great things! I'm sure of it.
Luca: Hehe, with that kind of metabolism the vessel can grow anything!
does... does it grow back? or...
Me/us in the corner lore-dumping lol
Ben: So in my true form, right here before you all redesigned and with custom plating, I'm by far the tallest.
And the physical vessel I share? 6,1. Heh, he looks adorable next to me.
Oooo im loving the gorey art you've been doing lately ^_^
Wanted to play around with something usually not of my/our style, doesn't look half-bad!
August: Man, it's been rather rainy outside in my country lately. It's not the worst though, it means I can walk outside in cool outfits without so many people staring!
I do wonder, how's the weather at YOUR place`?
HOT AND EVIL
What am/are I/We more than mere flesh piloted by a mind(s) that does not view itself(ves) as being born of that?
In this digital world, pixels making the white sea, the monuments and pictures of old and new, I/we can unravel.
I/we know not where freedom lies for all, cling to what you must. But it is truly impressive, what a picture can do to depict a soul.
YO I FW THIS ART HEAVY
Drift
Me/Us: I/We remember the first time I/we learned how to swim, off the cold shores of an island, the water freezing and the sky above a deep gray. The water was noticably more murky than in here, with the bottom covered in tiny sea stars. I/We was/were wearing a wetsuit, those things are constricting like a thick callous second skin. I/We sincerely do not recommend putting one on simply just to swim in northern european waters.
But the ocean IS beautiful, it always has been to me/us. AN entire world underneath ours that isn't so heavily affected by gravity or the need for land, unfathomably more vast than the surface, and not even 10% mapped out. Truly, I'd/We''d argue that one should save the earth and map it out before daring to look upon the stars.
you drew this?!?!?!? its so good!!!