things are getting bad agin...my friend wants to ko himslef and has a plan and idk what to do and it all because his bf arents are going to kick his bf out of the house and i dont want to lose him too, because ive lost someone i care about before and i cant lose another person

pov....your bf is ashamed to be your bf cause he is ashamed to datee a boy, so he wont show public affection, and so your left feeling like a failure just for being who you are...oh wait...thats me

pmo ill explain later

got milk dumped on me today at lunch ive been soitting in the ofiice for like half an hour at least, im in cps and one of the workers at my placement came to pick me up and the school said they were not on my pick up list and they couuldnt take me home so now im sitting in the ooffice even longer till they figure things out

nvm there have been some cchanges in plans unfortunatly i wanted to go to the mental hospital cause of suxcxdle thoughts and shit, but they wouldnt let me go cause it isnt bad "enough" even though i litteraly sh ....i geuse im just overrreacting T0T

am i man enough //lyr

While i wait im listening to music

He i wont be on hre for a while so so sorry

wowza i hate my life vro...im skipping my second skipped class in a row because im haveing visual/audio hallucinations and paranoya i hate evrything on god

wait what if they see my cxts T0T

actualy going to crash out im at school and now i have to spend lunch in the pofficce because i crashed poput on some stupid fucking tchr be casue she wanted to get into bussiness that wasnt hers and im already pissed off because of perrsonal issues like wtf ima fucking kms (not really)

how i wish i looked rn

im haveing a bad day T.T