Dni//ConsiderRayte 🌸

Goodnight please sleep well giys

Dniuc (10-7 -> 10-14)
@🇷🇺 ♡'s Cas! ˚₊‧
@𝐁𝐉🫧✨
@I miss... Butterfly 💔
@_crimsn

I think there’s a fly in my room omgk

Books!! I love books!!!
guys pls read About Grace by Anthony Doerr it’s by far my absolute favorite
a lil sad bad great plot yayayayayaya I love all my notes on it!!!!!

Unblock me I want to talk to u rrr….

I’m like hey what’s up hello /lyr
pls talk to me im feeling jolly and romantical

Me when people call me rich for having a nice house but I’m 15 and always worrying about asking for things/always paying w my own money because my parents always complain how much money they spend and that I need to stop asking for things haha /notavent /imaluckykid /appreciatewhatyouhave

That psat was hell but I get to leave school early now yayyy

Gm guys, hopping back on feed I’m feeling a lil better now !! Not ready for this fuckass psat

Avoiding my feed/magma posts for a bit because I can’t handle ppl venting, sorry

pls feel better guys I care 4 u
(dm me if u need anything im not on dni, i rarely will be i luv talking to ppl)

@🇷🇺 ♡'s Cas! ˚₊‧ I miss u get onlibne

Hey so i recently just read this and I really do understand what it feels like to go through something like this. and although you find magma as the only place to vent, it really raises my eyebrow when you say it makes you feel horrible when people worry for you.

You aren’t an attention seeker, you are struggling. But mentioning how people getting worried makes you feel even worse, its concerning because how else should people react?

You are making a public post in which many people read, they see you are struggling and it’s a natural function for a person to either feel empathetic or sad in response. Genuinely, I know you want to get help but if people caring for you only makes you feel worse? It’s best to stop posting online publicly.

There are ways you can put your thoughts down without physical harm, diaries, art, journals, crafts. Whether or not you are going through something, I can guarantee that social media wont help anything other then give you a temporary release. I’m speaking from experience, but I don’t want you to keep beating yourself down because you cannot control peoples actions. People support you, regardless whether you like it or not, but at the same time you need to understand that it’s causing more harm to feel worse about yourself because people CARE about you. Also, not everyone will give you pity, there will be some who will disrespect you, but that’s what you ignore. Just please, if its doing more harm I advise you find other mechanisms that wont deflect on your emotional state ttWith that, unfortunately on the internet, venting can be harmful to people who aren’t emotionally available and then they feel that emotional weight onto them, at the same time, people will want to comfort you because they see someone in need. I get that you don’t know how to take comfort, i didn’t either a few years ago, but its just a slow process that you’ll have to get thru and it wont feel the most comfortable. I wish i could dm u but unfortunately you got them disabled, but please, im willing to help and I want to. Mental health is a battle that even I haven’t overcome and it takes weeks,months, even years but it doesn’t mean you’re stuck. Emotions are a hard subject but please take care of yourself. If you aren’t looking for attention(as in comfort), then please write your thoughts privately. It’s better for both parties because you could be unintentionally harming someone—not that u are—but there are times where it will happen. But its ok.

Should I drop oc sheets of my story? I need to start planning novel covers nyaaa
I might drop planning 4 my future novel series but I’m scared it’ll get stolen n I don’t got the buckaroos to copyright yet grrr
sucks being a teen bro
and yes this is an original creation…I’m not that much of an idiot to plagiarize (yes there are probably similar ideas out there but I put a ton of thought into it

Ao3 on my kindle because why notttttt
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
kaisagi 4 lyfw guys it’s so toxic but I love it

Uhh women yes

Guys I’m so fucking excited I’m going to a skillet concert w my dad 🥹🥹🥹 MY DREAM BRO
linkin park next & slipknot
3 more hours until my bday end awwww

Got my figurines back and decorated my room yayyy time to collect monster/redbull/Celsius cans ❣️❣️❣️🤫🤫

Religion confusing tf out of me atm

I finally tried the regular monster and holy shit it’s so peak
WHY DID THWY LIE TO MEEEE ITS SO YUMM like now all the other flavors feel mid asl

Hi guys my name is Jane doe