꒰🤍꒱ ୨୧ 𐔌 bicthasher ꒱

im cooked
my friend touched like the back of my neck- yk like the sensitive spot
and i WHIMPERED
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i broke into ashers account
heh...you'll never know who i am...

anyone who has been curious about whats going on between me and cel. listen. others go tf away
this will contain topics of depression, su1cide, and s/h.
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so hi. im asher if you dont know but u prob do (old acc: @🥀Ãşħẽř🍓{The C addict❤️}). and this is my story.
you dont know but ive been struggling with depression for the past few months. this depression has caused me to bedrot. spending days and even weeks just staying in my bed. i wouldnt shower. i would barely sleep. i would barely eat. i would even skip school somedays because i physically couldnt go. after a month of this. my mom realized i have to stop. she tried a lot to help me. like a lot. she brought me to doctors, to psychiatrists, etc. whilst this happened my depression would also cause su1cidal urges and mass s/h. to the point i would later have somewhat blood loss from my s/h. one night, the urges took control, and i attempted. it did not work but i had to be held in a hospital for a few days and then a mental hospital. this has caused an impact greatly on the people around me, my grades, and if im being honest myself. i realized just how distant i was irl and online. i often didnt go online that much, i would barely text or talk to my friends.
since then, im getting help. im being monitored constainly by my mom, taking medication, and trying my hardest to socialize but its hard.
after the hospital, i realized just how much i wasnt there for cel and the people here and i felt a great ammount of stress.
i just want to make things clear. i didnt say anything to cel, that is true. i didnt say anything about breaking up, and if im being honest? i was a pussy. i was scared to. i always am. im scared to hurt. im scared to lose. im just scared. but ik now that ive already hurt her. ik i probobly caused some messed up shit, and ill take the blame. i know i would fuck things up but being in the mental hospital was not on my checklist.
so i do want to greatly apologize to cel for being worried about me and anyone else.
you guys were honestly the greatest community i could ever ask for and i would never want to hurt any of you.
i sincerely apologize for any hurt ive caused to cel or anyone else.
i love you all and im glad to be back, (slightly)
so now? im just here, queer, and ready to drink 10 pounds of beer :]
but in all seriousness thank you for listening and reading through this shitty apology/story.
bai, see you next time :]
any questions leave in comments!

apple!!!

ITS BEEN FUCKING 21 DAYS SINCE IVE LAST POSTED.
ive failed as a father

uh...im back. happy 20 fucking 26 yall

I uh- i finished the fursuit head- heh- i uh AHHAGSYUSYSGAUWIAIA I CANT HOLD IT IN I LOVE IT SO MUCH I LOVE IT ITS SO CUTESY AHHHHHHHH ITS JUST AMAZING YES YES YES YES YWA YES YEA YE AY WYA WYAUAHHHHAA ILL POST IT AFTER THIS SO PLS GIVE NAME IDEAS AYHSUSGGSFSFSFSYGATSYSYST

am i doomed, evil kitty just followed me

"it is way too early for dr pepper, Asher!"
my mom says with dread
i then shot her 47 times

MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS FURFAGS AND OTHER HOES

the british certain are,,,,heh,,,,coming one way or another,,,,,

sigh,,, britishphobics istg,,,

wax cube...heh...stop liking all my post or ill tickle your twelve days of christmas....

HELP I CANT FIND MY SHIRT

guys lets all team up and just come up with the most nail curling, head banging, heart stopping, death causing name ever.
like unicorn rainbow sparkle fart!!

GUYS IT TOOK ME 10 MINUTES BUT...
I HAVE PANTS ON

how do i tell people that this is my humor

i jsut realized i havent even gotten dressed🥹 i am standing butt naked in my room right now typing this🥸🥸

HELP IM SOBBING I JUST GAVE MYSELF THAT WRETCHED 1960 MOVIE BULLY AHH HAIRCUT THATS LIKE THE SLICKED BACK MULLET 🥹🥹🥹🥹

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