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jod i can't help but feel depressed rn
i keep thinking of how i spent last new years.
i miss that

happy new years everyone
i wish everyone a great year.
im very sorry to all of my friends on here. i regret never coming online. a part of my new years resolution is to reach out to all of the friends i haven't spoken to enough. in the bigger picture, it's really to become a better person. ive hurt too many people—including my friends. im very sorry to everyone, like ive said, lol.

this is a rather sensitive topic, but ive been struggling so much with my mental health. and it's only getting worse. it's the biggest reason why i don't interact with my friends. im hoping this problem is fixed by at least march, but ik recovery is hard, so please don't expect me to be the brightest person by then.

another thing. i have a gf! she may or may not be my ex. dont flame on me for this.. i really love her ^^;

starting tomorrow, ill make it my plan to say at least one thing to ALL of my friends, everyday. im not sure if i can actually do this—well, remember. i have terrible memory. it was better, but i od'd, so..

last thing id like to say. i miss all of my friends here. mylo, i don't even know what to say. you're such a great friend. you're so strong, and you've went through so much. ty for being there for me. i love you. andrea, youre a great person. youre funny, pretty, a wonderful friend. i love you.
i miss the both of you. ik i keep saying it, buts it's because i really do. i love you guys, and ill never forget the memories we share.

peace out, gremlin/augustine. 🫶