We are blessed, yet cursed with consciousness. We are gifted with the ability to find joy and agency in our lives and the beauty in the simple, yet cursed to writhe in our jealousy and wrath as our human nature slowly but surely consumes us all in one way or another.

I sometimes wonder whether it'll be better to know nothing about the world at all. I ponder regularly whether we are even acknowledged by the universe as an intelligent species, at least a little bit.

I envy the fishes and the birds that sing, that they do not have a single clue of what a formal email is as I go through thousands of unread pinterest emails full of honkai starrail yaoi.

Anyways thanks for visiting!!! :3 (no one's gonna read this whole ass essay to the end anyways...)