Hello, I'm Cyrus, but you may call me whatever. I'm not on much, mainly because of school and other matters.

This is about my "friends" (on this site) and what I want to say but if I do I get attacked-
MN- I don't fucking find those "jokes" funny anymore. I don't know/care if it's a coping thing because of your little friend, I've told you before that it's not okay and you just said "Lol okay". Please stop, I have cried because of it.

DY-The fact that you have seen MN say those things to me at least twice now and have done nothing about it is insane. I know for a fact that you don't like jokes about that stuff and that you would get pissed and make them fix it. So make her fix it or at least make her realize what she's doing, maybe even contact BN. I want you to die in a ditch, I hope you fucking get kidnapped and die of starvation because nobody wants you back.

BN-I care for you but your really starting to piss me off. It was a joke, CE makes jokes like that to me too. The fact that we need to "talk" because of it is really stupid, you have said worse things, you are a fucking hypocrite. Maybe go talk to MN about the things she told me instead of me about stuff I told CE.

CE-I find that you told EL about it is funny. You have said the same things back and I didn't do anything. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable , but please next time let me know if I do.

EL- I WANT YOU TO GO FUCKING DIE IN A DITCH YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT.

One two three four five. One two three four five. One two three four five. One two three four five. One two three four five.. Surely somebody saw us. Surely someone's looking for us. Surely someone misses us. And surely someone's thinking of us. Surely someone noticed that we're gone. Surely someone must've heard our cries. Surely someone's called somebody. Worried about our well being..And hopefully soon,we'll get to go ꫝꪮꪑꫀ..
When will you guys
Understand it's too late to be helped
W̶̧̼̱̖̦͓̭̜̖̄̄́̌̐̌͆ȩ̸̛̖̬̣͈͕͍͂͆̀̂͐͑̌̚͘'̵̨̠̲̹̱͍̓̿̀͆r̸͎̺̭͇̱̮͍͗̐͜e̶͖̗̊̐̃̓͗̈́͗͠ ̸̱̠͈͉̩̖̫̣͙̏͋͌̒n̵̥̮͕̝̺̺̠͉̗̹̄̄̀̈́̕o̵̗̫̩̠̣͍̩̪̖͑̓̇̀͗́t̸̩̳͆̒̈̇̀̾ ̷̢̫̟̘̙͊͊̓̍̅̄̏͠͝ģ̶̹̮͍̺̹͉̆͒͆ơ̵̢̦̯̻̫͙̻͌̓͘͝i̴̧̢̨̬͍̱̟̩͌͜n̸̩͌̊̑̿̍͆͒̚͠g̴̢̡̫̜̟̮̺̐͐͛̍ ̴͙̏͋̅͛̌͘͝ḣ̴̡̹̣͖͍̮̎̊͑̓͗̈́̄̿͝ơ̵̤̞̟̯̗͖͎̏̀̃ͅm̵̧̨̨̛̠͚͚͗̉͒̉͑̐͘̚e̵̛̺͓̯̮̝̼͗̇̓͋̾̾͠͝ͅ
N̵̢̢̢̩̠̼̟̠͕͐̒̚̚o̶̙͋̒̓́ ̷̨̢̘͕̦̬͚̩̀̈́̎͛̓̔͐̎͂ơ̵̤̘̼̱̓ǹ̵̫̠̺̽͋ͅe̷͍̜̓̊'̶̡̨͔͙̯̺̖̑̈́̀̈́̑͛̓̕͝s̴͖̤̫̻̜̭̖͌̐ͅ ̶̡̧̦̪̗̮͖͔̕̚c̵͙͖͇̀̏ͅo̸̥̤̊̾̐͗͘m̴̹̜̝͙̄̑̒͋͂̊͆͜͝i̵̧̠͙͙̳̮̦̿͋͌̅̉̅͗̎͠n̵̖͖͍͙̝̮̈́̾̾̒̓͐̾̄̚g̵̨̦͓̀͋̍̏̅͗ ̴̺͚͎̯̆̌͋̎̚f̷̙͔͆o̶̡͓̻͒͆͗̍͝r̶̹̦̩͚̾̽̾͐̋͜ ̴̳̼̯̲̪͇̰́̔̄͠u̸͕̼͙͎̤̻͋̈́̔̎̽͊̍̓̏̃ş̶͖̬̜̫͕̮̺͚͗͗͒̌̄̔̃̉͝͝
̴͍̪̣͇̲͓̼͓͋ͅN̵̺̱̬̞̖̭̤̠͇̏̿͋̈́ớ̵̖̄̔͋͑̈́ ̵̛̪͔͉̙̀͌̑̉͗͆͑͒͜͝ŏ̶̡̩̣̞̲͖̻̣͎̃̊̏̅͝͝ñ̸̤̯̅̈́̃̑́̈̆́ȩ̵̘̦͍̼͛'̴̨͚̲̫͖͕̰̄̉̈́̅̑̍̿̾̊s̸̨̨̮̺̹̘̙̰̫̩͂͛́̒̏̏̕ ̸̡̛̋̆̆̆̓͘c̴̜̩̼̍̈̆͊͋̽̽̄͠ͅa̸̢̢̰̯͉͍̦͓͈̻̐̆l̵̩̪̞͕͖̮̮͖̈́̄̋̒͊̎͠l̷̨̢̰̝̪̗̦̭͐͌͊̒̃̽́̾̕͘ȉ̵̼̮͜n̶̟̬̼͈̔̈̈́͑̂̀g̴̗̗̈̽̏̎̇͐̑̌͘ ̷̱̯̺̾̏̄͊a̴̡̢̩̹͎̩͑̐̔͂͛̀͠n̵̬͚̱̮͚̙̦̫̹̟͗y̵̧̨͓̣͋͊͗̾́͘b̵̡̮͚̫̭͉̝͎͔̚o̴̰̥̮̼̝͍̼̣̾̑͊͘͜d̴̥̼̦͐̑̂̌̏͒͗̾̇͝y̸̡̛͉͔͉͚̙͙͉̒̊͆͌̄̎͐͒͜͝
̶̧̛̛̜̮̲̀͒̀͒̈́̆̈́̚Ẅ̶̯͚͎̦́͊̇̈̽̈́̏͠͠͠ȅ̶̞̻͙̯̯̆̈́̾̚'̶̧̙̰͎̦͈̹̮̹̊̓̀̒̉́͝r̵͚͈̭̭̯̲̙͗̓͋̄̈ͅĕ̴̯̰̯̗̣̥͊ ̵̧̦̲̘̥̘̙̂̽͠͝ä̵̢̨͈̩̼̯͔̼̤̟́l̷̢̢͈̜͕̘̪̈̊͘r̵̝̱̜̼̳̔̇͂̾͊̎̆͐̚è̷̱̯̞̗͚̗̌ͅą̸̞̩̣̬͉̲̰̹̳̌͌̈́̆̀̉ḑ̴̠̈́̿̍̂͒̓͝y̶̳̰͓̹̝̝̩̪͔̔͊̅̒̍̾͐̚ ̸̪͍̙̺̟̼̾̊̀̽̋́͐͗s̴̪̀̀̄̔̃͘͝t̵̤̰̿͑̊̽͋͐ù̸͓̠͎̪̻͔̳͗̉̎̔͑͊͜͜c̵̢̯̳̻̬̗̎͜͜k̸̡̤̯̙̱̠̗̲͚̉̓͐̃̽ ̸̯̪̼͙͚̻̤͚͙̑̕͝͝ͅw̵͚͙̥̩͓̗͕͆e̵̳̖̮̘̲̖͉̫̯̒͆͒͆̽͘'̸̜̳͈̇̊͂̌̀̑̌ṟ̴͍̺͉̖̪̂̀̄̈́͊̿̾ͅę̵͈̻̱͔͚͓̰͉̍̕ ̶̪̗̘̉̋̏͗̊̉͝s̶̢̡̬̙͈̪̫̏t̷̡͙͉͈́̒͗͝u̸͙̇͗̒͆̀͝c̵̥̙͇̪̽͋̽͠k̶̥̫̼͇̗̩̤̀̎͊̈́͘ ̷̥̜͇̃̃͑́̍̄͋̐̚̕ị̶̢͚̘͖͓͇̠̈́̈́̒͋̏͊͛͂̍̽n̸̲̙͇͎̺̦̯̩̈́͛͋̃ ̵̢̧̡̟͈̲̕͜͜͜t̸̛͙̾̊͂͌h̸̙̪̤̥̟͍̗̍͐̿͆̈́̕i̵̢̟͍̰̻̲̺̍ͅs̶̞̥͊̏ ̷̡̠̖̯̜͛̔͋̊͛̇̇̚̕͜͠h̵̢̨̛͍̞̝̠̆̔̎͊͘ẻ̶̡̢̹͉͈̬̭̖̍̑́̌͋̈́ͅl̸̡̰̱̹̳̲͇̹̋̾̍l̷̡͙̠͕̩̮̜͖͚̒͑͂͊̋ͅ
̶̬͓͕̺̺͕͙͋̇̐͊͌͂͊̅̈́͂ͅͅN̵͍̲͈̦̭͓̍͒̄̍͘͜ͅò̸̳ ̴̤̘̥̺̖̞͐͂͛̏ŏ̴͈͗͝n̷͓̫̼̓̉͒̇͊̂͗͘ȇ̷̳̓'̷̡̯̞̼̦͖͈̮͎̍ͅs̵̢̞̗͇͎̥̭̱̐̆̎̍͒͒̍̋͝ ̵̢͈̪̝̦͋̎͆͊c̵̺̜̯̟̺̹̦̝̪̭̒͌̒̕͝ó̴̞̥͉̋̌̀͌͊͜m̷̗̺͎͛̇̊̆̄ḯ̵͔͚͙̅͌͆̕͠n̷̯̳͖͍͑̌̃̕g̶̣̰̃̓̓̎̀ ̴̗͍͙̦̀̍̀t̴̛͍̭̙̦͖̥̊̅̋̕͝o̷͍̤̗̝̻̽͌͗͜͜ ̷̧̯̭̥͇̳̍̇͑̋͗̇̀̽̕h̵͕̰̀̕͜ȇ̸̳̥̬̥̆̽́͆ḷ̶̢̛̂̔̋̆̒̿͝͝p̶͇̪̲̭̒̆̀̄̏̒̀͐̍́
̵̯͐̕W̷̛͔̱͉͍̭̦͇͗̈́̀̈̑̆͝Ḩ̷̡͖̙͍̠̺̰́̀̀ͅE̸̳͑̿N̶̨̹̯̙͔͉͉̞̫̈͝ ̶̡̜̗̱̦̟́̊̄̿̚H̶͙̞̺͕͉̜̏̀͊̏̒͋̽̌͝Ą̸̢̳͕͈̉̈́̈͌ͅS̸̨͚̲͔̯̈́̔̄̄̈́̉ ̴̜̰̙̼͖͚̟̒̌̉̾́͌͜Ḁ̸̢͈̭̺̹̘͔̈́̍̿̀̓̆Ń̶̠̮̳͊̈́͐Y̵͖͉̌̓̅̊͊͆̑̽̕Ṍ̵͕̱͖̬̤̄̀͛̿͑͠N̶̦͑̊Ĕ̷͓̯̮̩̰͙̼̭ͅ ̸̛̳͙͎͙̼̍̋̓́͠͠Ę̷̺̗̫͇̩̪̭̉̄̏̎̌͋̐͆͝Ṿ̴̲̣͉͙̤̺̦̩͉͘͠͝Ȅ̶̞̼̥̱͛̆̈́ͅR̴͇̈́̆ͅY̸̧̢̛̛̭̻͖̠̞̲͠ ̷̱̘̫̺̖̬̠̤͔͈̒̐C̶̢̺̀͗̍Ą̶͉͛̽̅̓̀̈́͠͝R̷̖̣̮̃̕-̷̢̥̱̥̻͙̆̎͛̅̈͊̒͊̕Ŗ̷͖͈̥̫̦͍͙̈́͊̇-̵̥̯̫̩̑̽͊͂̎̏Ë̸̙̰͖̾͑D̸̟̠̩͌̊!̴̨̧̧̜̮̯͍̯͓̽́͠?̴̳́͒̒̀̏̏̌̉̈́͘ͅ
Count the sheep instead
Count the sheep instead. Count the sheep instead..Of ourselves we- count the sheep instead. Count the sheep instead
Count the sheep instead
Of ourselves we
One two three four five
One two three four five
One two three four five
Count the sheep inside
So what now we are just stuck
Why do we just have to rot
What did we ever do wrong
And why did it have to be us
All I wanted was a happy family
Somebody to love me
This is so ridiculous
What did we do to deserve this
Hopefully soon
We'll get to go home
And what if I told you
It wasn't the end just yet
There is still time
You can gamble with life
The opportunity to arise
You have the fire in your eyes
I can see it
I do too
You see the same exact thing
Happened to me as it did to you
All this is is the stages of grief
You want back what you can't have
But that doesn't mean
It's gone just yet
Please take my offer
My greatest present
I promise you
You won't regret it
Is this really worth all of our time
Do we even deserve this try
It all seems so useless in retrospect
Trying to take back
What wasn't ours to begin with
All I wanted was my happiest day
All I wanted was my happiest day
I'm so close to just giving up
'cause what is the point if there is no love
Hopefully soon
We'll get to pass on
Wait
Don't give up
Not yet
There's still more to this game
You're consumed by sadness
Blinded by shame
Even in times of great tragedy
People rise from their flames
No matter how dark and twisted they may be
We can correct the blame
We have all the tools at our expense
We have the time, the anger, the experience
We have passion, depression, aggression
To project our greatest obsessions
possession, our ultimate accession
We don't need help, we don't need adults,
WE DON'T NEED ANYBODY-
We know it was h̶̢͎̻̩̖̥̙̣̳̽̓̚͠e̶̺͈̬̠̪̲̋͆̾̆̆̉̉̔l̶̥̯̦̞̆̅͑̄͌p̴͈̪̦̪̈́̃̆͗̾ fault..
Okay
I like the way you think