Regret.

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OC lore rant for those who like reading random lore from internet strangers:

Anyways this image shows two different versions of the same person- Malina. The one on the left is the actual version, and she ended up dead after running away from an abusive and controlling family. However, the second version is what she would've become if she didn't partake in events that caused her to die. Malina would've been alive and had a different life, causing the real version of her to feel regret and yearn for that separate outcome. However, if she hadn't died, then she would've been living a life where she conformed to what her parents wanted, causing her to basically become a mindless, brainwashed person that believed everything her parents told her. And now the real version of Malina is haunted by her past decisions, so blinded by the fact she could've been alive that she doesn't realize the "better" version of her ended up with a much worse fate. The real version of her ends up becoming so envious of the second version of her that she obsessively clings to what she has and is willing to go to extreme lengths to get what she wants, even if it means harming others in the process. Her obsession and envy leads to her downfall and rejection as an angel- as every angel is given a sin and to stay an angel they have to reject that sin. She eventually has to confront the second version of her which has manifested into an actual person with the goal of making Malina realize that the salvation she's been chasing was everything she didn't want to be and would eventually become her doom as the second universe ends in Malina becoming a violent alcoholic due to guilt and her realizing if she had escaped earlier, she would've had a more free life. That free life being the original Malina's life. The second Malina would've ended up physically injuring her family and whoever she saw as an enemy. However, it's too late to sway the original Malina as in her attempt to be separate from her parents, has become worse than them as she uses worse tactics of manipulation, gaslighting, and guilt tripping than them and is even willing to systematically break down a person and take advantage of them at their lowest.

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