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anyways today is Tuesday, forgot to come back on but ya, anywaysssssssssssss, me and him have been together for like 9 or 10 days? idk I ain't doing the math rn

yooo, me n my bf have been dating for 5 or 6 days nowwwwww, I got sm drama that has happend this week, in like 1 or 2 days, Saturday and Sunday, it was a lot, but ya, I got asked out right after me n my bf got together, then my ex bsf called me a fat pig, like bish I am not, ur js a pick me whose jeoulous that her ex and the dude that I rejected on saturday, so basically u only have 1 person, and she thinks that this dude that asked me out lies her? nah, he's barely known her for 2 days, anywaysssss, ya, so me n my bf, might be taking things a lil fast, but I let him, bc he's asking first, we have known eachother cince March so its fine, he's likes me for 2-3 months and I've liked him for a month, but the reason y I'm letting him hug, hold hands, k-i-s-s, is bc he's asking first, my last ex didn't ask and it made me uncomfortable, plus we were friend for like 2 years so that might be part of it, but this one, he asks first, me n him both got hella dirty minds, ok I'm honestly glad no one from my school is on here, except the ones who alr know, and they don't follow me so they cant see, and if they did they wouldn't know who I am, but anyways, ya, I'll say more when I do a live, might not for a while cuz I'm tired and haven't slept good in days, so ya... anyways I'ma end this long ass pharaghraph, but like still, I'll do a live in like a couple of days, and wont get back on after this next week for 6 weeks cuz summer, but then I'll get back on, and if anyone hears anything from (devildog360) spam the litteraly shit outta me and I mean it, he hasn't been on here in a while, I'm still worried, but anyways, ya, I'll try to be on here everyday for the next week, anyways, bye-byeeeeeeeee, well, til tomorrow or the days after, or the days after, or Monday, idk, but see yaaa

lkyyyyy

Soo, I have a bf now, he's super sweat and stuff, so yaaaaaaa,

ok, I haven't been on here for a month, but I see that we made it to 53, tysm, y'all. anyways, I'm in summer school :(, most likely will be getting held back:( I'ma see my brother here:(, but at least I'm staying with my friend :)

tysm guys for 51 followersssssssss

when that one bsf has not been online for 3 months and u start to worry a lot about them, like what if that, what if this, I miss him, I'ma be so f-ing honest I've never been this straight forward, I miss him a lot, like what if I don't see him again, that's sacres me and I cant deal with that, even if I don't, I'll never forget him, he was one of the best things that has ever happened to me, he made my days brighter, he knew how to make me smile, even if he's 2 or even 3 years older then me I don't give a shit, as long as he brightens up my day, I don't care, I'ma be honest, I've liked him for a while, but I've lost feelings, but then ganged its like on and off, IDC if he sees this, I js miss him, and I want my bsf back... I've tried making other guy friends or bsf's but their not the same...

hey I haven't really posted in a while, but I js wanna say that I hope everyone is doing great or ok, lately I've been dealing with my friends having breakups, wanting to commit, well kinda haven't really been hearing about that shi recently, but also I'm js lky kinda scared cuz of shi that's happening and what might happen, anyways I'll prob post a drawing or make a live on here.

omg 41 followers tyyy

new update on my friends, (Layla, sarabel, kaeloni, marley, rinee, addi, issy, Ella, daisy, river( not my bsfs ex), Cali, Cali, Sofia, vanna, Henry, tyleigh, bailee, machel, Peyton, Jessica, addi, graceson, Annabelle, Jacky, aroura, miles, Emma, Dalila, uvia, aria. tempyst, emily, mackenly, Mackenzie, Aly, Morgan, camera, James, audrey, devildog360, Jack.)

(UPDATE)
So me and that girl are definitely not friends anymore, shes wanting to press me, and shes saying she wants to fight me, and shes talking mad shit about me saying I'm over 200 pounds when I'm not, and now my cousin desides to betray me, get with my ex, knowing damn well that I'm still not over him, bc he was the first one I rlly liked (loved) and she said that if me and that girl do fight then she'll have my back, and then that day after school she went up to that girl saying that if me and that girl do it then she'll have her back, but idk bc that girl likes to lie and shit so idfk anymore, I js hope its not true, and that girl is still talking mad shit about me, so yeah, anyways, that's my vent, and I js keep finding shit out, so yeah, I'm rlly pissed off at her and my f-ing cousin, 2 of my best-friends aren't friends anymore, so that's js great, also that girl is dating one of my best friends, well kinda in the middle of friends and best friends yk? and idk bc idk if he's mad at me now to. anyways, I'm js getting pissed over anything, like if someone even trys talking to me I get pissed, unless its on here, like people are js nicer on here anyways yeah, byeeeeee. I'll put on a live.

so me and that girl are not friends anymore, thought I should give u guys an update, but yea me and her are not friends anymore, and if she's js gonna throw away 4 years of friendship, and gets me to tell from my family, then she was never a real friend. (watch out for fake friends, they might be all nice on the outside but their rlly a bad friend, only some people r, but their are so many good friends out their, js try to make the right friends)

tysmm for 30 followers guyssss also if u guys after TikTok check out my account @rubyfetch2
also my YouTube channel @ruby Fetch
anyways if any of u guys have snap we should add eachother, also I might be getting my own phone at the end of this year so I'll makea new account for insta, TikTok, snap, lemon8, and Roblox and other stuff idk yet but yea

so me and that girl are friends again, but I js feel like were not as close anymore, or rn, I mean like I understand why, also devildog, when u coming back? also I got my tv back, I'm so happy, I'm in my 3rd, I don't have art for my 3rd no more, I'm in social studies, 2 of my periods changed, my fith now, is no longer social studies, its student recovery for math. I'm excited to go home to watch TV and js eat dinner, I'm lky hungry and cant wait for lunch, like I haven't eaten breakfast :( anyways, hope y'all have a great day, also I'ma upload a pic of my bow drawings from my sketchbook, I think their good. but I'll do that prob when I get home, but if I forget maybe tomorrow. anyways gtg, byeeeeeeee.:)

lky, could not blend bc it wouldn't work, but it looks good I thinkkkk

tysm for 18 followers, maybe we can get to 22????

"Running through to the parking lot he chased me and he wouldn't stop, TAG, you're it, tag tag you're it, grab my hair and push me down took the words right out my mouth, tag you're it, tag tag you're it." tag, you're it, by: Melanie martinez
I relate to this song because honestly, sometimes people are just the worst, they pull ur hair, and they drag u down, they don't help u up, but they js keep on walking, the reason why I relate to this, is by words, u know the phrase "sticks and stones may break my bones but words won't hurt me"? its part true, but the last part isn't, words hurt worse then sticks and stones, words can make u stop looking in the mirror, words can make u start cutting or burning urself, or make u icealate. words can also make people think their fat, or that they don't eat enough and are skin and bone, if you sqay that someone is fat or to skinny, it will stick with them, for days, weeks, months, or even years. this world is littleraly trash, people bring eachother down, siblings bring eachother down, peoples own parents body shame their children and call them a mistake, or a dis-grace, remember this, "hurt people, hurt people" ik, that doesn't make sense, but people who are hurt, they want to hurt others to make others hurt. or they bring them down with them like "misery loves company" that means well what I've been told what it means, if someone is don't smth they know is wrong, they want company, they want people to do it with them. people are sharks, they eat eachother up, and all they leave are the dry bones. or u can say that people are like rocks, rocks are hard headed, and if they get thrown at u, it hurts. it may not make sense but js read it a couple times and and will. I hope.. anyways, that's my message for today. have a good Tuesday:)

I hope my best friends know who they are, they make my day better without trying (sarabel, Layla, Mackenzie, Emily, rinee, vanna, Henry, Aurora, tempyst, devildog, tyleigh, addi, Jessica, Morgan, Reagan, Isabelle, Isabella, Emma, Sofia, daisy, Jacky, kaeloni, kaedence, ameera, Audrey, marley, addi, mackenly, Annabelle, issy, miles, graceson, baylee, that's all I can remember on the top of my head :) ) anyways, u guys js make life better, I also hope that if were not best of friends, we can be. anyways. I'ma stop now cuz like, I'm writing a lot like I'm still writing this book and I'm on page 7, pls don't say 6-7 like that was soooo 2025 lol, anyways, yeah... I'm js.. idk, tired ig. now I'm saying random stuff, so I'ma shut up. :)

I hope u guys are all doing great, their a message at the top part of the drawing, but I tried to make the bow pop, but that's all I could do, till I learn how to draw better have a nice day :)