🍥𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓼𝔂𝓷 🍥₍^. .^₎⟆୭

𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓲𝓸(╥﹏╥)/check my spotify out;-;<3
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Feeling of today: why is he so nice to me is he going to be like the last one....surely not right?
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
I dont feel like I can give you what you want anymore its kinda hard when I hate the way I talk and treat anothers even if i treat them in a good manner.
I fucking cant wait until it's the end....
⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧

I'm dead I hope anyway

So if I yapp about anime just know....its either blue lock or death note:)
ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)

But Anyways, I've been doing better recently and I'll be on a little more but not by much at all I miss everyone....<3
(˶>⩊<˶)

Nicknames:apple pie,chair,payday,pato,wifeyyy-ytho,and koi I prefer:koi,apple,and chair:) or pais idrk
⏔⏔ ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ��� ⏔⏔⏔
Relationship status: SINGLE PRINGLE!!
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I'm a straight female<3/questioning sexuality:)

I'm 16+

Yeah...
୭ ᵎᵎ 🧁
Fun facts about me- I have tourettes,adhd,and i faint and have siezures...,I'm considered disabled:(,I have 3 siblings,fav color is grey and green and pink ofc!!ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ��˵),I have a ferret,12 cows,5 chickens,7 dogs, and 18 sheep.....
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乀 (ˍ, ل ل じしˍ,)ノ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀୭ ᵎᵎ 🧁⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
I like music for example
▪︎radiohead
▪︎red leather
▪︎cigarettes after sex
▪︎handsome devil
▪︎Daniel ceaser
˚.⋆꒰১ ໒꒱⋆.˚˚.⋆꒰১ ໒꒱⋆.˚˚.⋆꒰১ ໒꒱⋆.˚˚.⋆꒰১ ໒꒱⋆.˚
How I'm feeling but it's a song : the sick by bella kay...
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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ `· . 𐙚

In my free time I come on magma and chat but I've seen updates and I'm losing my mind because I'm on a phone and it glitches 24/7...
˚.⋆꒰১ ໒꒱⋆.˚
On another note my birthdays november 15th and I mean I'm not interesting I work at a boutique place....I watch death note,and twilight, and i luv coraline, and i love tim burton movies tooooo....this is so unorganized bruda...I'm writing this at 1 am so expect shit...
(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)
IM ALSO VERY KIND YES YES VERY SWEET AND YES!!!
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People I think are cool and I will always remember from the kind beings they are><!!<3/not copy pasted I'm not built for thatꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)

Agony-your really sweet I love talking to you when i need a vibe. Always will remember you because of your honesty and the way your always so sweet to me and others!!!
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Michael:new best friend I like you man even if your really confusing sometimes your nice sweet and funny without trying to be<3
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Chip: where do I start...I love your personality it's quite amazing!! Your sweet and kind and speak your mind and I think that I need some of that in my life to!!!
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Whythough-I miss talking to you everyday,my wifey!!love you<3
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Anonymous crow: your a vibe for some reason, I like you<3!! Your very interesting to!><
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Val: old friend I met her at a bad time in life she always made my day by her singing and playing piano and other instruments miss you sm!!<3
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Carrot crumbs: bestfriend I know we only talked very little but I like the conversations we did have you really have a mind of your own and I love that about you!!<3
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RAY: your nice and funny I remember alot of memories you dont so I guess that fun!! I really remember you from hang man because i found that moment really fun!!^^<3
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Jinu: you were a vibe always loved hanging out with you your so sweet and kind, your one of not many people I trust!!!<3
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Zoey:OMFG I miss you sm you were worries when I wasnt on for a day that shows how much you care for me I love you sm and miss our late night talks even when you fell asleep your such a cutey!!!/my mommy also your da only one who has seen me face;-;
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Pai: you may hate me but I miss you with all my heart, love you sweet girl:)
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Psge: hey man miss you,your so nice and your such a vibe, I think you deserve to be in my bio because your just so awesome sauce:)
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Finn:my my my,your cool just so u know man<3!!!
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Green jacket: I miss you man your really kind and understand able fr:) you taught me color theory something I will never understand;-;

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I've noticed that my friend no longer talk to me much but i still consider them old,gentle,and kind friend of mine I wish we could talk like we used to it's really fucking sad....you all might not like me anymore but I will always love and have remembrance of good times we've had!!!<3
⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹
It hurts knowing you forgot about me
It hurts knowing you dont give a shit
It hurts knowing you dont know my name anymore
It hurts that I dont remember why I love you so much
It hurts knowing I didn't give you what you wanted all the time
It hurts knowing I'm still scared of your touch
It hurts knowing your the one who gave me light....</3
(╥﹏╥)
It hurts knowing damn well I am never going to ever be able to love somone ever again after being through only 2 things.
▪︎SA
▪︎abuse

ANYWAYS LUV YOU BYEꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)

"I'm more than my body!!"
I'm a sa victim I forever hate physical touch....everyone that can relate I love you I understand you I know how it is I love you, we might not get over it but we will sooner or later feel better about ourselves that we made it...
Sa is something some people joke about. ITS NOT A FUCKING JOKE ASSHOLE BITCH ASS....sa is fucking sick, nasty disgusting... no one I mean no one should ever have to go through this it's a disgrace that it happens almost EVRY MOTHERFUCKING DAY......this has caused people to literally think it's there fault, it's not. People have died from sa. It left my legs aching for days....I feel disgusting looking in the motherfucking mirror....ITS FUCKING INSANE THAT PEOPLE HAVE THE NASTY DISGUSTING MIND TO SA LITTLE GIRLS AND FUCKING MEN ITS NOT OKAY ITS NOT...I was fucking 12 NO EVEN IN A TEENAGER I WAS FUCKING 12....this is shitty......

SA AWARNESS
you are heard my dear.୭ ᵎᵎ 🧁

.✦ ݁˖⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱

-dont wanna be here.
-im doing pretty well^^.
-im talking to friends and having a good time with them.
-dont talk to me unless I text u first.
-doesnt know what to do anymore
-thinks everyone hates me and doesn't want me alive anymore
-having a rather no feeling day
- I'm feeling reassured
+I dont wanna be alive/I feel very unsure what I'm even feeling but it's not good...
+I'm really liking how my days going and I'm having a intrestion conversation with a good friend.
+I'm feeling reassured but i still dont feel right.
+I'm on the verge of crying and giving up/doesnt any to give in but is very close to doing so.
-no feeling at all.