I accidentally made it upside down 
I'm killing myself 1111 pm tonight love y'all bye 4:13 pm July 3rd
I don't wanna die
But I don't wanna live this way
I J's feel smth I J's wanna feel
Something really real yea
something really real 
I love my beautiful bbg, she so lovely and sweet and she belongs to me she's my lovely gf and I love her so much 


@i love my husband so much 



main @Dead juju
old etherpad: https://etherpad.tetaneutral.net/p/ERM_SIMPS)
other old etherpad: https://etherpad.tetaneutral.net/p/family_chat
I'm killing myself 1111 pm tonight love y'all bye 4:13 pm July 3rd
I don't wanna die
But I don't wanna live this way
I J's feel smth I J's wanna feel
Something really real yea
something really real 
I love my beautiful bbg, she so lovely and sweet and she belongs to me she's my lovely gf and I love her so much 


@i love my husband so much 



main @Dead juju
old etherpad: https://etherpad.tetaneutral.net/p/ERM_SIMPS)
other old etherpad: https://etherpad.tetaneutral.net/p/family_chat
~no me without you~
Before i met you
Summer days were long
My thoughts endless
What am i worth?
Am i loved?
Is this really me?
This doesn't feel real!
In over my head, always overthinking
More nightmares less dreams
Everyday thinking, does any one even love me
Scared
Broken
Damaged
Worthless
Awful
Disgusting
Ugly
I believed myself to be
And that one cared, not about me
Till you came
You made me believe im perfect, not for this world
But for you
Loving you changed me
Too see better in myself
I cant see it without you
Ill keep loving you
Always
-Juhee
I accidentally made it upside down 
10 days ago is crazy dw im not dead tho i planned to be its not what i want anymore
lol
10 days ago is crazy dw im not dead tho i planned to be its not what i want anymore
lol