Everything will be okay

this is a vent, and I'm not sugar coating the words.
warning for rape, abuse, smoking.

I have 2 brothers, one younger, one older. Our dad used to smoke a lot and drink, when our mother left for work he would abuse us and and occasions he would try to rape me. I never let him though.

Everytime my mother got home, she would fight him and get beat by him for it, we would always have to stay in our room and we barely had things to eat or drink and we starved. We we're only 3/youngest, 4/me, and 6/oldest years old.

One night, after my little brother came from a beating he looked lifeless, and he was only a toddler. I comforted my brothers everytime they felt down and I told them 'Everything will be okay.' And that's why in the last drawing, my eyes had a glimmer of hope in them while my little brothers were empty and had nothing in them.

And the way I made this of was to comfort my brothers with silly drawings of them. So when I hear then get called 'copy' or 'Critter wannabe' I get all of this negative emotion.

So that explains the lore of the last one too.
But don't worry, we escaped that house hold and we've recovered and been living better ever since. I also think he died in a hurricane in St. Louis, where we lived. I don't care, but I can't say I'm happy.

And remember:
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