The War Veteran(Protogen Eli)

(He/him)Just your normal, everyday drawer, still trying to get better. Loves anything that has to do with horror games/indie games. Pays attention to the most obscure characters in any franchise. Depression is through the roof. has dislexia(Help me). Anxiety is killing me. Has anger issues, but tries not to show it. Please be nice to me on my art jams. Also, Nervous around girls, even on here. Only draws when listening to music. I am a protogen, which is mostly a robot furry, kind of. Don't know how to explain it. Does Roleplays more than normal drawings. Not mentally stable sometimes. Suicidal and murderous. Needs very much help. Relates to Alastor the Radio Demon most of the time. Feels trapped in his own mind sometimes, and when he does, goes to his girlfriend. Feels like he is one of the dead kids in FNAF(Foxy inparticular). Loves drawing cover art for songs. If you want one, just tell me please. I just need to know the songs name, then i will listen to it to know the main theme of it. Loves the SCP foundation and all of that stuff. Girlfriend is @wolfkiss

Fake friends: have never seen you cry
Real friends- cry with you
Fake friends- borrow your stuff for a few days, then give it back
Real friends- keep your stuff for so long they forget it's yours
Fake friends- know a few things about you
Real friends- could write a book about you
Fake friends- would knock on your door
Real friends- would burst in and say, "I'M HOOOME!"
Fake friends- will help you when you fall over
Real friends- will jump on top of you and shout, "DOGGY PILE!"
Fake friends‐ are for a while
Real friends- are for life
Fake friends- will read this
Real friends- will steal this
Fake friends- say, "love ya," jokingly,
Real friends- will say, "i love you," and mean it
Fake friends- will say, "i'm sorry," after a break up
Real friends- call them and ask what their problem is before making a plan to destroy them
Fake friends- will read this
Real friends- will copy and paste this, just like I did

“Additional Notes: SCP-005 may be used as a replacement for lost security passes, but only under the supervision of at least one Level 4 personnel. SCP-005 may not be used for vending machine repairs, opening lockers, or for any personnel's spare home key. Removal of the object from the compound will result in immediate termination.”
― SCP Foundation, SCP Series One Field Manual

"97% ᴏꜰ ᴛᴇᴇɴꜱ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄʀʏ ɪꜰ ᴛʜᴇʏ ꜱᴀᴡ ᴊᴜꜱᴛɪɴ ʙɪᴇʙᴇʀ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴋʏꜱᴄʀᴀᴘᴇʀ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜᴍᴘ. ᴄᴏᴘʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴀꜱᴛᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀᴏꜰɪʟᴇ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ're ᴛʜᴇ 3% ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴘᴏᴘᴄᴏʀɴ ʏᴇʟʟɪɴɢ "ᴅᴏ ᴀ ꜰʟɪᴘ""

If you've made it this far, heres my favortie song for this month so far:

Burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
Burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
In the hell you created

Yeah, one spark and it all burns up (Yeah)
Dark nights till the morning comes (Ayy)
I fought in a war with love
But the ground is stained, full of slaughtered sons (Ayy)
Don't care when the corpses done (Nah)
Pictured frames and tortured songs (Yeah)
Never knew I was broken (Ayy)
But was tossed away when you thought I'd gone (Yeah)
Live my life under false pretenses (Ayy)
We act like toys that you taught and messed with (Ayy)
Can't hear my cries through the fallen wreckage (Nah)
Tell me, what's my point? I was born defective (Ha)
When I saw the message (Yeah), your perspective (Yeah)
Telling me unlawful ethics (Yeah), all I'm bred with (Yeah)
Giving no remorse (Yeah), reflecting all you said (Yeah)
I'm looking at the morgue, forgetting cause of death (Nah)
'Cause it's another match to add to the kindle, ayy
Never taught me to dwindle, ayy
It was always so simple, but (Yeah)
The meaning changed to the symbols (Ayy)
See the heroes rise and we raise a pistol (Yeah)
Talking lies that they made official (Ayy)
Commercialized when you hear the jingle (Yeah)
You don't hear the screams, you don't see the signals

I've got a hollow heart underneath my scarring
Torn apart at the seams now watch me
Light my spark, burning bright like stars
Healing wounds through cauterize

Burning in hellfire
I'll watch you play the victim, knowing truth is a fiction
Hellfire
It's surrounding your vision now, I'm gonna watch you
Burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
I'm gonna watch you
Burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
In the hell you created

Yeah, putting my heart on the platform's edge (Ayy)
Telling me to stand, but can't stand neglect (Ayy)
Never saw your hand in the ashy depths
No, I'm not your son, I'm the man that's left (Yeah)
Now I'm just a ghost caught to gather debts (Ayy)
Drag you back down to Hell where the phantoms rests (Ayy, yeah)
'Cause there's sparks in my lungs and my ragged breaths
Talking hope when you left me to handle death (Haha)
And I'm sick of the way that you spout your business (Yeah)
Only care about strength and your outward image (Yeah)
All them kids looking up, they're so proud to mimic (Ha)
But your words are a poison, they're drowning in it (Yeah)
And the smoke ain't there, and the clouds are lifted (Ayy)
Propaganda, so the crowd would listen (Ayy)
Say what you want and you shout forgiveness (Nah)
But you can't stop what you're 'bout to witness (Nah)

Hellfire
I'll watch you play the victim, knowing truth is a fiction
Hellfire
It's surrounding your vision now, I'm gonna watch you
Burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
I'm gonna watch you
Burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
In the hell you created

We all wonder why they put us here
Branded us as failures, and then wished that we would disappear
I don't understand why anger comes when we force back the tears
Rip our souls away, so that we can't be slaves to human fears
Out the ground and from the dirt, not from love that I've been birthed
Set my skin alight, so I'm no longer scared of getting hurt
Say your prayers and write your verse, I'm so sick of empty words
Face the flames of Hell because you only taught me how to burn

I've got a hollow heart underneath my scarring
Torn apart at the seams now watch me
Light my spark, burning bright like stars
Healing wounds through cauterize

Burning in hellfire (Hellfire)
I'll watch you play the victim, knowing truth is a fiction
Hellfire (Hellfire)
It's surrounding your vision now, I'm gonna watch you
Burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
I'm gonna watch you
Burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
In the hell you created

Song 2 ig have also had this stuck in my head when im angry:

The children gather 'round if they could only know
The nightmares that exist behind the happy show
I used to be just like them
A smile across my face
Until this place of innocence
Transformed into my cage

Look at me now!
Prisoner inside of the body I possess
Look at me now!
Teaming with power I will tear into your flesh
Forever walk the darkness chained
Filled with growing rage
Look at me now!
I'm just like you
Both trapped with no hope to escape!
Look at me now!

Call me bitter
Or a killer
And anything else that you want to
'Cause I lived too long unforgiven
And said goodbye to my heaven
In the darkness I have risen
I'm content to be the villain
Call me twisted
Or a sinner
Demon, monster, evil it's all true!
'Cause when you look at me
All you see is a dangerous machine
Who I am to argue with it?
Here comes the killing spree!

Look at me now!
Prisoner inside of the body I possess
Look at me now!
Teaming with power I will tear into your flesh
Forever walk the darkness chained
Filled with growing rage
Look at me now!
I'm just like you
Both trapped with no hope to escape!
Look at me now!

I am two sides of a face
And I don't feel that I can ever leave this place
With any moment I'm a child
Or a demon filled with rage
The paths are still the same
Our paths are still the same!

Look at me now!
Prisoner inside of the body I possess
Look at me now!
Teaming with power I will tear into your flesh
Forever walk the darkness chained
Filled with growing rage
Look at me now!
I'm just like you
Both trapped with no hope to escape!
Look at me now!