Note to everyone that sees this: I am deeply sorry for the things i have said to you... I didn't intend to make my comments sound uncomfortable/rude and mean to harm your feelings in anyway... I'm completely unaware at those times when i say those comments which i just hate... Everytime i try to chat with someone, it always goes badly which makes people wanna cut the contact/ignore and hate on me... and when this happens... i just wanna disappear from the world and stuff like that... Can you please... just forgive me... Even when i try to say sorry... It still takes long for me to recover from those incidents and i just feel like there's a permanent stain left on my mind that i can't get rid of... and i actually just get more lonely when people leave me...So please... understand me... I'm so tired of this happening and it just makes my mental health go down to the point where i start breaking up... I can't take it anymore...