My proud valentine's work and yet my regrets

(ik it's not valentines day but I like to share this, and yes I just found out there's a publish to gallery button...
But for context on why I regretted making this. I made a valentines art of the person character, for contest and yes I won (somehow but not complaining). Then a few months later I found out one of the person was a bad person so uh looking this I regretted making this. Worse of all I was proud of this too and I can't even look the same to him anymore. I won't say who it is bc I don't want any more drama but ye... Man why do cool people became diddlers bro
And don't say "if u don't want drama why publish this"
Bc I am proud of this artwork and this was my favorite piece I made without loosing motivation bro

Anyway I should shut up now