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EXPLANATION

BEGINNING:
before everything started. IT began with VIAN, but ill just simplify for yall, so basically i saw VIAN shit talking about my friend, XEMNAS. And i got angry, so i told em' that they wasnt a "it", but their pronouns are he/him. And vian continued, and then blocked me (thats how i rmb) then someone told me you can block em' back. And then it escalated. Xemnas was talking shit, alot. I understand they were in the wrong but i see where they are coming. (im not defending em'), although they said some really bad shit, i can understand why they would say alot of crap. But it wasnt really necessary.

MIDDLE:
okay, so before all of this i did shit talk about kevin, and may have or may not caused alot of people to get on em'. But i never intended to. So i was shit talking about em' because my friend was screaming in dms complaining and complaining, i got so mad i started saying things ive never meant. I was so agitated because of all the irl stuff going on, so i went ahead and spoke alot.

NEXT:
so like before me and kevin used to be friends, i told him i didnt like em calling me motherfucker, and saying fuck you. and he said okay, but its his "personality" and i told em' again because he did his shit again, and today uhm i wanted to apologize for blocking em' and he got mad, and said "yeah Ok" and i told him "mb" and he said "why do you say mb all the time" and i told em' because im sorry, and then he mentioned how people figured out what he was doing, and then he blamed me for causing it saying "you told zommy" "xemnas partner" and everyone else, and i said no. And then he said i was talking shit about him' again and i said i wasnt, and he got mad, and then it went downhill and he got mad, i got mad, we blocked eachother and yeah and then rn or like before, he kept calling me motherfucker, ("motherfucker is nosey") and i told em' i didnt like that, yet they continued and i explained to them only close friends can joke like that.

END:
i got banned from cozy crumb, and my apology meant nothing to the people there. besides the people that ACTUALLY READ, they would know how sorry i am.

(sorry if i get any of this information, or my story if my story isnt adding up)

PART #2. (end)
I also want to apologize for blocking Vian and angi. I know that from the outside, it may have looked like I randomly decided to block them or that I was trying to cause even more problems, but that genuinely wasn’t my intention. Vian blocked me first. I didnt block Vian first, and I want to make that clear because I don’t want the situation to be misunderstood. After Vian blocked me, I decided to block them back because someone in the chat had said that I could always block them back if I wanted to. But i did block vian, because he was shit talking my friend xemnas, and i thought vian was doing it because he thought it was funny. I had no clue, you & xemnas had drama. And im sorry that you must've felt like i didnt accept you, or maybe i didnt respect you at all.

As for angi, I blocked her because I felt ignored and like my concerns werent being taken seriously. I asked her if she could tell Vian to unblock me, especially because she was the owner of the artspace and I thought she might be able to help resolve the drama. instead she ignored me, and continued talking in the chat. I understand that she may have had her own reasons for not getting involved, and I’m sorry if blocking her was not the best way to handle that frustration. But at the same time, I genuinely felt like I had tried to ask for help and I wasn’t being heard.

I’m not writing this apology to make excuses for everything I did. I know I made problems, and I’m willing to take full accountability. I’m genuinely sorry for the things I did wrong and for any hurt, stress, or unnecessary drama that came from my actions or from the drama.

At the same time, I hope my apology doesn’t mean that I have to pretend that everything that happened was entirely my fault.

I never wanted all of this to become such a huge situation. i wish i knew the fully story, then assuming what vian was saying was wrong. and I wish I had taken more time to understand everything before making assumptions or defending someone who talks bad alot. I’m sorry to everyone who was affected by the situation, and I’m sorry for any part I played in creating more tension or problematic issues.

PART #1.
I want to genuinely apologize for everything that happened, especially for assuming that Xemnas was a good person (not that they aren't, but what they did was bad) and that they weren’t someone who would cause drama or did anything bad. I realize now that I made an assumption without fully understanding the situation. and I’m sorry for that. I shouldn’t have immediately trusted my own judgment about everything or assumed I knew what was going on when I didn’t have the full story.

I also want to apologize to Kevin, I’m sorry for the way everything ended up escalating, and I’m sorry if anything I said or did hurt you or made the situation worse. At the same time, I do want to explain something because I feel like my side of the situation matters too. I tried to politely ask you to stop calling me “motherfucker” and telling me “fuck you” I wasn’t trying to start an argument with you, and I wasn’t trying to be rude. I was simply asking you to respect a boundary that I had clearly communicated with you 2-3 times. When I asked you to stop and it continued happening, I eventually felt like blocking you was the only way I could get some space from the situation. I didn’t block you because I wanted to create more drama or because I wanted to hurt you. I blocked you because I had already asked you to stop, and my request wasn’t being respected.

And im also sorry, for shit talking about you kevin. I was really annoyed that day, im sorry. But i didnt continue shit talking, i was simply explaining what happend to the people who wanted to know. (zommy, anyone else etc.)

Kevin, I’m sorry that it had to get to the point where I blocked you, but I also hope you can understand that boundaries are supposed to be respected when someone clearly communicates them. If someone tells you that something you’re saying is making them uncomfortable and asks you to stop, continuing after that can make the situation much worse! I’m not saying this to attack you or make you feel guilty, (because you clearly said people were talking to you) I’m saying it because I want you to understand why I reacted the way I did. But my request wasnt being fulfilled.