Explaination in desc.

So what happened was that I was watching the episode of ss3 ep 4 of Steven Universe, and I was listening to Velvet Ring by Big Thief. Garnet and Steven were facing a giant gem mutan fusion. And I felt SO BAD for Garnet that I cried. I looked up why she almost unfused, and I nearly cried myself to sleep. She was having physical trauma from something that happened back then. My eyes were watering again and now my eyes hurt. My parents told me they were kind of bloodshot the next day. I felt ashamed of my self and perfered not to be bothered right now. I'm going to take a break for now and I'll be back in a while.
Take care <3
(I forgot the other foot wtf-)