I feel like I should just stop existing. I hate how it feels to hurt someone and break someone's heart. the last thing my boyfriend said before we broke up was I love you. and it hurts so much thinking about how I ruined everything. I literally cried myself to sleep last night. I feel terrible. I just wanted to be friends with him, not a couple. but I ruined it all. and now I wanna die.

aww thank you. I feel a lot better about it now
Sorry if this doesn’t make sense. I’m really sick right now. You could also talk to someone in your family who’s good with relationships. Idk sorry T-T