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Do you think about me every night
Before you go to sleep?
I know you must be terrified
Of what you might see in your dreams, but
I'm here for you still
And even if you don't think that I'm near
I'll still be right next to you, my dear
And the way you make me feel
Has the power to make the whole world stand still
Who's to say that our love ain't real?
And I know I'm not the perfect guy
But, I think I'm doing just alright
It doesn't matter what you thought of me then
But what you think of me now
We haven't always seen eye to eye
But right now, won't you look at mine?
Don't be scared, there's no such thing as fear
When you sleep, just know that
I'm here for you still
And even if you don't think that I'm near
I'll still be right next to you, my dear
And the way you make me feel
Has the power to make the whole world stand still
Who's to say that our love ain't real?

Heartbreak's a funny thing
How it makes you think, what it makes you want
Why, when it ends, does gettin' revenge
Sound better than movin' on?
Damn, I'd love to live and let live
Let it go, forgive and forget
Holdin' a grudge ain't what I wanna do
But when it comes to you
I hope it's hell at night
Straight through the mornin'
I hope you close your eyes
And just can't ignore it
'Cause it's too damn loud
Tossin' and turnin'
I hope it's hell at night
And my memory's burnin' (ayy), burnin'
I hope you hear me every time you play a song
I hope you meet the right person but y'all never get along
I hope you know that you ain't right and you so good at burnin' bridges
I hope you finally find some love and every day, he hurt your feelings
I hope you, I hope you turn your heater on and it blow cold
I hope you leave your car runnin' at the store and it get stolen
I hope you have a nightmare every single day of your life
I hope you have a bad mornin' and one hell of a night
I hope it's hell at night
Straight through the mornin'
I hope you close your eyes
And just can't ignore it
'Cause it's too damn loud
Tossin' and turnin'
I hope it's hell at night
And my memory's burnin' (ayy), burnin'
I hope you see me every time you close your eyes
And every time you think about me, you hear thunder in the sky
I'm out the way, and by the way, I hope you lived in what you learned
Hope you go deep into the woods and you make the wrong turn
Hope it burns you up like a cigarette
Like a last call shot straight to the head
Hope you stare at the wall or an old home screen
Kind of hopin' I call 'cause you can't call me
I hope it's hell at night
Straight through the mornin'
I hope you close your eyes
And just can't ignore it
'Cause it's too damn loud
Tossin' and turnin'
I hope it's hell at night
And my memory's burnin', burn

Did you know I could see forward in time?
Where there is no trace of you in my mind
Boys are like pennies and nickels and dimes
If I don't need 'em I leave 'em behind
I will not have an idea who you were
All of the shit that you did will not hurt
All of the shit that you gave will be burned
Memories dead to me now in the dirt
I'm a god
Obliterate you
From my heart
I'll make them hate you
Don't cause harm
To a god, god, god, god, god
What?
God
Ha ha ha ha ha
Once you lie there's no empathy
I don't break bread, especially not with my enemies
Turning water to wine
Blood in the sky
Shouldn't have bit off the apple tree
You made a mess
Hades of death
Revenge is divine
Don't be surprised
If I go and ruin your everything
Thing, thing, thing, thing
What?
I'm a god
Obliterate you
From my heart
I'll make them hate you
Don't cause harm
To a god, god, god, god, god
What?
God
Ha ha ha ha ha
God
I'm not even holy
But my heart is safe and sound
'Cause if you hurt me
I'll come right back around
Swinging at full speed
Go and call the cops
Tell them that you've seen
A God, oh
God
Ha ha ha ha ha
God

After thought, was I an after thought
Shook me like an earthquake, now there's aftershock
Was it real? Was it real? Was it real?
Now he says he needs space like an astronaut (ah)
Novocaine and goodbye
Numb my brain, tell me why
Oh why, oh why, oh why
Tattoos hurt less than what you put me through
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, oh-oh
No ink, no stain, just permanent pain
You don't break like I do
It's brutal
Engrave your name straight into my veins
Tattoos hurt less than you, you
Tattoos hurt less than-
Showin' up two hours late
Excuses that you couldn't face
Didn't help that you were wasted
Whiskey on your tongue, Chanel Number 1
Do you think I'm dumb?
Oh-oh
Novocaine and goodbye
Numb my brain, tell me why
Oh why, oh why, oh why
Tattoos hurt less than what you put me through
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, oh-oh
No ink, no stain, just permanent pain
You don't break like I do
It's brutal
Engrave your name straight into my veins
Tattoos hurt less than you, you
Tattoos hurt less than you, you
Tattoos hurt less than you, than you
You
Tattoos hurt less than you, you

I'm historically heartbroken
Drowning in my own emotions
One minute away from breaking down, down, down
I'm always leaving empty-handed
No one wants a heart that's damaged
Only know a love that lets me down, down, down, oh
Staring contest with the walls
I'm giving into my intrusive thoughts
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?
'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave
Whoa, what if I get to heaven, and it's not even real
And I die before telling you how I really feel?
'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
That maybe love's not for me
If you don't look too closely
You can't even tell I'm lonely
Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night, night
Tryna keep myself distracted
But I get all these awful habits
Of listening to voices in my mind, mind, mind, oh
Staring contest with the walls
I'm giving into my intrusive thoughts, oh
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?
'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave? Whoa
What if I get to heaven, and it's not even real
And I die before telling you how I really feel
'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh
Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh
Maybe love's not for me
Maybe love's not for me
For me, for me, for me
Maybe love's not for me

i miss my man

i am so tired of life