About next week, im going to take an internet break. I dont know for how long, or when i’ll come back, but i’ll still chat occasionally. I want to focus on my life and personal relationships as well as my YouTube channel. I hope you guys understand, thank you for being my friends, and I hope to keep talking soon in the future. Love all of you, Nyxers out.

So about a week-ish ago, one of my friends ghosted me for no reason for the second time, and he’s 2 and a half hours away from me now, and now i’ve heard he’s pulling the same stunt again where he’s only talking to one guy in the whole friend group. Ive tried everything I couldve possibly tried to help him from his shitty mental state, and all i get in return is “im taking a break from texting, im sorry.”
Half a year of laughs, deep talks, and reckoning to just be left in the dust?
Im TIRED of trying and playing this game.
I know God challenges His greatest warriors the most, but it sure does suck. I wish I had a simpler life without drama, i wish I couldve spent Middle School normally, i wish i wasnt so sensitive to every little damn thing, and i know this has derived into a vent, but where else can i talk about this?
Ive had a horrible week, no one to talk to, and i can feel the persona i’ve built up over the last 4 years just breaking down into an empty egg shell, and I, the yolk, am just raw and NOTHING.

Im sorry for venting, the last month has been very hard for me.

My friend, Meowzers, isnt doing well. If you find their account, please send them some love 🩵🩵🩵

Im not sure how you find their account, but im following them. If anything, they could probably just check here for you guys’s comment :)

FOURTEEEENNNN YEEEAAHHHH

Memories :’)