I’m so tired of my mom I feel like I’m drowning. She’s better than some mothers yea but how she acts is exhausting. Pushed me to cut my hair multiple times, yells at me if I don’t act how she wants me to, always is in a mood but I can’t, guilt trips me into loving my siblings because they’ll all Ill have left after she’s gone, and what not. I’m suffocating in a place I’m supposed to be loved in