I know one y'alls asses are gonna see this, and I just wanna say to the one this might circle back to, hah. karma's a bitch innit.
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Lil poem that prolly doesn't make a smack bit of sense but i was bored
I feel myself remembering,
the thoughts of all that was,
all the times of smile,
and all the times of fun
I look back on what seemed like joy,
twas nothing but hidden pain,
every smile, giggle, and memory shared,
had all gone down in vain
I myself no less a monster,
saw myself with disdain,
but after a kick a push a shove,
I felt my being begin to change
I begged I cried I tried to stay,
but all that did was give his pleasures galore,
the realization kicked me hard for the one I loved was gone,
the same realization that I had, shook me to my core
I looked back at the times we had,
oh so full of grace,
but realized that all those lines,
were nothing but a vipers face
I see myself and the ones I love,
freed one day from torment,
looking back upon the lies I faced,
praying they stay dormant
I feel myself remembering,
the thoughts of all that was,
but now I see the future,
with the smiles that are to come.
the rest of y'all who stalk my posts can fuck off lol, or don't actually, I don't mind the popularity lmao. Shows how much y'all can't get enough of me hehe
Usually my thing was that, "nothing lasts over the summer." For me, I've always feared the summer because bad things always happen, and I lose people close to me. But this last summer has opened my eyes tbh. I see the summer as a time in which all those who are fake, or not good for me, or aren't who they seem to be, are all removed from my life. Those who aren't good for me, those who aren't true friends persay, get removed from my life. But through this summer, my brother is still my brother, my best friend is still my best friend, and my nece is still my nece lol. I'll take this these people are the ones I will always cherish and fight to keep in my life. These are the people worth fighting for because, I was confused on when to let go and when to fight, who to let go and who to fight for, but now I know! I love all of them so so much, they're the best people in my life and I'm so lucky to have them.
Usually my thing was that, "nothing lasts over the summer." For me, I've always feared the summer because bad things always happen, and I lose people close to me. But this last summer has opened my eyes tbh. I see the summer as a time in which all those who are fake, or not good for me, or aren't who they seem to be, are all removed from my life. Those who aren't good for me, those who aren't true friends persay, get removed from my life. But through this summer, my brother is still my brother, my best friend is still my best friend, and my nece is still my nece lol. I'll take this these people are the ones I will always cherish and fight to keep in my life. These are the people worth fighting for because, I was confused on when to let go and when to fight, who to let go and who to fight for, but now I know! I love all of them so so much, they're the best people in my life and I'm so lucky to have them.
Tbh. I'm fucking free now. Yeah he's gonna see this and probably call me a fucking asshole, but ykw. I genuinely don't care. My brother has helped me through so much shit. and Just when I thought because of this I am going to fall, I DID. fall. I HAVE. fallen. I feel fucking broken but this mf is carrying me..when no one fucking has. /aff
I'm not gonna say anything about the situation, because tbh, unlike some people on here, I still have the standards to not berate the other person in public because that's just fucking human decency.
...i guess i died