When your friend says nf but they beg you on your choice, they hope they didn't want.
Like okay lmao

Me after dropping

OH MY GODDDD SOOO MUCU ON MY SHOULDERSSS

Maybe this account was a bad idea i dont like this

WHY DO I CARE AT THIS POINT I CANT SEE SAY SHIT THAT RREALLY WANNA SAY TIWARDS YOU.
OH MY GOSH

I REEALLY JUST WANT TO BE AN ASSHOLE BECAYSE YOUR AN FUCKING ADDDJOLEE

LIKE DO WHATEVER YOU WANT AT THIS POINT ITS NIT GONNA BE NY PROBLEM WHEN UR MISERABLE

IM SO TIREDDD..

Ohhhh MY GOSH
FUCKIBG ASSHOLE

BRO JK I CAN DO ANYGHING AND IM JUST GONNA DO THAT RIGJT NOW

I feel so restless and useless

Vent:

Whys everything so predatory all of sudden

Whys everyone a weirdo
Whys everythinh trying to get something from me
Why am i being taking advantage

WHY ARENT I DO ANYTHING IM SO EMOTIONALLT EXHAUSTED

Girl shut yo corny ass up

LMAOO CANVAS GOT HACKED.

Concert done 2 major events to come....
Fuck science

Today, i have a concert, really nervous...
i want to do other things but yeah i think i got this.

how shits gonna be if i dont lock in:
https://youtu.be/zBFXFzqIjHM?si=zGwu_XrrRYiF-YLW

I hope your rotting in your bed all day.
i hope you feel the same exact way you used to treat me.
I hope your constantly reminder about me.
I hope your still lonely.
I hope everything seems miserable.

Thanks for ruining me <3

oh god i feel so free seing nothing on my feed

Another good thing that happened today is that, i managed to do my most of my English work, and i finished an assignment that was very hard to understand for me. And science teacher wasn't here omg yayayayayayaya.

Uhh.... also have my spring concert tommorrow very scared because a song that im learning to play is hard for me to play and i haven't got time to practice that much aswell, due to the fact that i just got this song... so wish me lucK

I ALSO HAVE MY COMPUTER SCIENCE EXAM IN THE 15TH.... UGUHRASUGHUIARHGUIHDUAGA

5/6/2026

okay guys, to start with a postive note in this blog:

Today i decided to tell one of best friends about how ifeel about their friend group that they usually hangout with in the morning. And i actually do feel positive around them but, i just feel like some random girl who just came in because i was friends with her. And i felt like i'm too socially awkward and annoying, which is ironic because their all nerds. Sometimes i start to zone out and just not pay attention to them.(idk if said that correctly)

even though usaully im embrace my weirdness and socially awarkwardness, maybe it just that i want have a good impression first?

I think the one of reasons i feel this way, is due to the fact that im the youngest person their, i'm a freshman, and the group is like sophomores and juniors. And that talking to a friend group can be hard for me. its not like in theater when you can talk to the individual person where most people aren't already in a group. Everyone is mostly equal in familiarity, thats why it is easier for me to talk to them.
I want to be friends with all of them or whatever or at least have a positive relationship with the group.

But finally i told her how i felt about wanting to be their friends, and i expected things to be more complicated, but it was really just simple and i just went to where they sat at lunch and we started talking.

And the best part is that i actually enjoyed the conversations i had with them, and it didnt seem forced or anything.

Uhh i think thats it, i feel a LITTLE bit better after talking with them. Still kinda scared to talk to them .... but my fear improved