〖𝓤м𝔸] ELEAN0R

Is bored

Little anger —> Jamie Paige ft. Yi xi
Ringtone —> Jamie Paige ft. Eleanor forte and anti arcane (my anti arcane will be coming soon)

https://youtu.be/lChKJTrx8ZI

https://open.spotify.com/track/1Xb2K4fbgu9kQ9Oz3ncx4t?si=CDtdldQRRUaOSbB56-4vLQ

https://open.spotify.com/track/2asWe7CTLmXiGRaWqHZ1rk?si=WvB0823WRYiGjX6cjkG4yQ

BEST TRILOGY OF SONGS EVER (go from the bottom link to the top one so it’s in order)

anytext trying to uncover secrets fr

https://www.pixilart.com/art/oc-tuff-cfr2a023cae639aws3

BY FAR THE BEST SONG IN THE ALBUM AND ONE OF THE BEST SONGS OAT
you just wanna see me fall
so say whatever keeps you asleep
cause you just wanna make me small
on the tip of your tongue, where the fiction is spun
so go ahead and act so sweet
i'll grin and bear the pain through my teeth
and when the pen and paper meet
oh, i'll know the truth, i mean nothing to you

'cause im paper, and light shines through me
i can be a muse or decor, i am anything you choose for me
so fold me and shape me, and if you leave a crease
it's okay, i am paper, recycled easily

(cause i'm)
paper thin just fill me in
right though my skin (and i tear so easily)
(cause i'm)
paper thin just pull me in
i hold no sin (and i tear so easily)
(cause i'm)
paper thin just take this pin
and fix my grin (and i tear so easily)
(cause i'm paper)

you just wanna make me cry
its so much to pretend that you're kind
so i just wanna ask you why?
when i've shown you the truth, you still lie so askew
i just want you to be cruel to me
i hate myself so easily
why can't you do the same for me?

'cause i'm paper, and light shines through me
write me with a pen or a pencil, and leave no room for self-esteem
i want you to hurt me, show no sympathy
its okay, i am paper, i cut so easily

(cause i'm)
paper thin just fill me in
right though my skin (and i tear so easily)
(cause i'm)
paper thin just pull me in
i hold no sin (and i tear so easily)
(cause i'm)
paper thin just take this pin
and fix my grin (and i tear so easily)
(cause i'm-)

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'cause i'm paper, and kindness kills me
you don't think a martyr becomes you? well, i can't help but disagree
i'll kill you, destroy you and everything you love
you are worthless, paper, you'll never be enough

this yet-unspoken covenant
that binds me to my iterance
it started out as something humorous
and i spent so long on all the differences

now all i do's outdo myself
commit to bits and get overwhelmed
wear out a joke for just the hell of it
and wonder if i'm even built for this

i close my eyes
just like i've done a thousand times
watch me take the plunge
to do everything that i have done before

oh, it's a beautiful thing to make more
to be part of a cycle, adored
even if its the same as before
ain't it magic what its got in store?
(it's the same thing over again)
oh, it's a beautiful thing, the humdrum
'cause even nothing is something to some
so come and stay just a little too long
and let me hear some more of that song

now everything's an avalanche
a dizzying and delightful dance
when my voice and my heart feel a million miles apart
you can bridge the gap between them, what a beautiful art

i close my eyes
just like i've done a thousand times
watch me fill my chest
exhaling all the stale regrets, what's been left unsaid
and i take the dive
and spring into the windswept skies
watch me take the plunge
to do everything that i have done before

oh, it's a beautiful thing to make more
to be part of a cycle, adored
even if its the same as before
how could anybody stand to be bored?
(it's the same thing over again)
oh, it's a beautiful thing that we've done
'cause even normal is special to some
so come and stay just a little too long
and let me hear some more of that song

so come and stay just a little too long
and let me hear some more of that song

to be near me
knowing a thing you can't see
feel my heartbeat
confident in what you don't speak

but you think it tragic
missing that moonlit magic
stars under cowl of darkness
sun bleaching out the contrast

(bring the beat back!)
to be near you
hold you and gently hear you
maybe you'll make the breakthrough
"nothing" ain't what you're used to, huh?

so keep it simple
poetry ain't my style
maybe it drives you wild, but
are the words worth your while?

all these perfect packages
all lined up in formation
none of them could ever match
this heavenly sensation
one small moment of silence

yeah!
and i'll be your lover

keep it quiet!
pleasure to be invited
sharing ourselves in private
why don't you come and try this? hah

once you let go
walk through the moonlit meadow
check how the milky way glows
even the sun can cast shadow

(let the bass go!)
to sit in silence for a moment
feel the comfort of a word unsaid
all the notes that the band don't play
let the small talk slip away

like baby, do you know what you haven't heard?
impossible to put into any word
just take a look around when the lights go down
doesn't make a single sound!

all these pretty passages
all wrapped up in contrivance
none of it compares to letting intuition guides us
one small moment of silence

yeah!
and i'll be your lover
oh, to feel the beating of our hearts
as they beat together
let's make it last forever

oh, it's the comfort in the way we fit
so intricately together
all without a single wasted word
oh, some discretion makes the words you speak
land a little bit harder
all the little nothings just wont work

YEAH I WANNA ROCK RIGHT NOW
BABY WALK ON DOWN
LISTEN WHEN THE BEAT COMES ROUND
COME TRIP THE LIGHT AND GET LOOSE
FEEL IT WITH THE BODY, YOU NEED TO GET TRUE
TALK'LL ONLY GET YOU SO FAR
WALK THE WALK AND YOU COULD BE MY STAR
SILENCE SILENT? I DON'T REALLY THINK SO
PLENTY YOU CAN HEAR IF YOU GIVE A LITTLE ROOM TO SHOW
(LET THE BASS GO!)

all communication dedicated to a fable
say the words you mean and let the rest be sweet and simple
one small moment of silence

and i'll be your lover!

a wretched string of numbers i can't forget
they echo into silence, the words unread
and you're just going on, and on, and on
while i slowly come undone
will you pull upon the thread you've spun?
a wretched string of numbers i can't outrun

i'm calling out your name, receiving no reply
(reflected off the side of the skyline)
calling out in vain, like you would even try
i lie for a lifetime
bound inside my mind, with nothing but the glow
(a million little red colored death blows)
crawling back to home, and you don't even know
('cause all you hear's the start of a ringtone)

the digits on my heart turned a shade of grey
misshapen little scars that i can't erase
oh, it still keeps adding up
ring again and again
my muscles move to punch in the numbers before i know it
i shrivel up in shame and put the phone away

i'm calling out your name, receiving no reply
(reflected off the side of the skyline)
calling out in vain, like you would even try
i lie for a lifetime
bound inside my mind, with nothing but the glow
(a million little red colored death blows)
crawling back to home, and you don't even know
('cause all you hear's the start of a ringtone)

Fuck it I’m just gonna post the lyrics to all of the c-sides album https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/c-sides?t=3

little anger
a blessing, to be capable of fire
a heart of rolling thunder
does it burn you? to be
so possessed by your heat
never surely complete
don't i know it

little sadness
so easily convinced it's all just madness
your self-inflicted malice
does it scare you? to be
what the mirror repeats
no pretending, just me
don't i know it

so many selves inside me
my self-assurance hiding
i stumble through me blindly as blind can be
oh always does it hurt me, to be
something secret, unseen
never surely complete
don't i know it

oh, little simulacra
the pain it takes to know ya
i wish that i could feel you in another way
my darling, my companion, you see
every atom of me
do you like what you see?
i don't know it

little panic
always a friendly fellow to the manic
so caught up on semantics
does it calm you? to know
walking wires tip-toe
when the ground's right below
don't i know it

little envy
your chartreuse color compliments me nicely
but compliments ain't likely
does it scare you? to be
everything you can be
never surely complete
don't i know it

so many selves inside me
my self-assurance hiding
i stumble through me blindly as blind can be
oh always does it hurt me, to be
something secret, unseen
never surely complete
don't i know it

oh, little simulacra
the pain it takes to know ya
i wish that i could feel you in another way
my darling, my companion, you see
every atom of me
do you like what you see?
i don't know it

little worry
a blessing to be be capable of misery
do you believe that, truly?
does it please you? to be
everything that you see
self-fulfilled prophecy?
don't i know it

little hatred
placated by a mirror self-directed
no inch of me is sacred
does it burn you? to be
everything that you see
all the bad parts of me
all the air that you breathe
in a home you can't leave
does it hurt you to be?
does it hurt you to be?

so many selves inside me
my self-assurance hiding
i stumble through me blindly as blind can be
oh always does it hurt me, to be
something secret, unseen
never surely complete
don't i know it

oh, little simulacra
the pain it takes to know ya
i wish that i could feel you in another way
my darling, my companion, you see
every atom of me
do you like what you see?
i don't know it

my reflection, you see
every atom of me
do you like being me?
i don't know it

does it burn you? to be
so possessed by your heat
never surely complete? /lyr